Aw, Christ....I am exhausted.  I've been working on other blogs, and it drains me to self-edit myself.  I just want to be me, and I can only really do it on this blog, because the sky is the fucking limit here.  I can't say 'fuck' on other blogs.  The upstairs people don't like that shit.
     Everywhere I go in San Francisco, people swear their asses off.  It is no big deal in terms of what actually happens in society, but on a blog, it is a no-no, except if your blog is set to adult.  But then you can't have advertising, so therefore, you can't make money.

     So, I do this blog for free, just because I like to do it.  This is the only place where I can be truly free on the web, and say whatever I fuckin' please.  It feels good.

     I'm not interested in racial, or mean stuff, because I don't think it is right, but I will say that there is a lot of racial shit going on in this country again.  It is not good.  It is like Civil Rights never happened.  There is still a lot of tension between races, and I find it all ridiculous.  I guess most people are stupid, which is why they continue these thoughts.
     Thank god we have Star Trek, because at least it is a show where most humans get along.  Though, as you know in science fiction, a lot of aliens are based off of non-Caucasian humans.  They make it very obvious.
     Spock is Jew, but he is an alien.
     That little alien that flies with Lando in The Millenium Falcon looks like a little Mexican.
     George Lucas always goes for stereotypes, and he seems to have some old-fashioned thoughts about different races.

      I don't know.

      Anyway, I kind of think as this blog as if it was Sirius radio where I can say anything I want without fear of being edited or censored.  We wouldn't want to offend anyone, and if you don't like what I write, go read something else, I don't care.

      Maybe I should write some funny stuff, though.  People like that.  But comedy writing is not easy.  It takes a lot of work.  And of course, you have to be funny.

     My brother is loading me up with videos to watch.  Sometimes I do it to him, where I want him to watch something, completely derailing him with what he was doing.  What are brothers for, except to annoy each other?  Haha.  It is mostly fun, though.  It is usually worthwhile with the stuff he sends me, though it is usually teen-age stuff, like a video game video for 'Ghostbusters'..haha...I'm watching it, which is interrupting the writing of this blog, but that is how it goes.

     Goddammit.  He doesn't like swearing, but he doesn't read this blog, so what do I care?  That is the thing, sometimes family members can propel you forward, or they can hold you back.

     Man, I am out of it today.  I need a nap.  I woke up early to go to the coffee shop, but I am wiped out now.  I can't function without enough sleep.  Nobody can.