Thank god my internet works.

     I paid my bill of $36.

     I was locked out of my internet temporarily, and I thought, "Shit damn it to fuck, I have to pay my bill."

     So, I arranged my day to get coffee, and to bicycle over the internet place, and put money into the machine.

     Then, I got another cup of coffee, and dreaded coming home, because I did not know if the internet would work or not.

     Sometimes if you don't pay your bill, it can take up to twenty-four hours for them to reboot it.

     Thankfully, it works.

     I ought to be spending more time playing video games while I have the chance.

     Nothing is more depressing than coming home, like I did last night, and the internet did not work.  I was so bummed.
     All there is to do on my computer is to play some old pinball games.  I have them there so I have something to do just in case the internet goes to hell.

     Anyway, I am really happy right now.

     This event makes me want to use my time better.  I've been sleeping a lot.  Well, it has been really hot in my studio.  All I have wanted to do is sleep.

     I play 'Lord of The Rings Online' from time to time, and I have been fantasizing about playing EverQuest again.  I don't know why.  I guess I miss it.

     If the internet hadn't of worked, I guess I would have been stuck playing PS2, which wouldn't have been such a bad thing.  I should play it anyways.  I like the racing games.

     I was thinking at the cafe how I just wanted to make a comic book or movie starting with some guy or cartoon character fucking some woman from behind.  That is how it would all start.  Then I would figure out the story from there.  I thought that would be funny.  Even in porn films you have to wait for the actual fornication.  There is always some crappy dialogue you have to sit through.  With my movie or comic book, it would just go right into it.

     A lot of people would be disturbed by this, others would like it, and probably praise me.  Girls and women don't like this kind of thing.  Well, some do and some don't.  It depends.  You never can tell with women, except when they become moms, then you know you are in 'Conservative Land'.  I feel that a lot of moms become suddenly over-protective, and want to censor everything to protect the children, even though they don't know their assholes from a hole in the ground yet.

     Also, a lot of people don't appreciate things about 'The Anti-Christ'.  Henry Miller, an author I admire, actually was the first writer to introduce me to this concept, haha.

     One thing is for sure, it ain't always easy to please people, especially when you are just trying to be an artist, which is what I am trying to do.

     Yes, just thank goodness my internet works.  Praise!

     Meanwhile, I started reading 'A Brave New World' again.  It is a tough read.  It is out-dated science fiction.  It is like watching 'Metropolis', a movie I have never been able to sit all the way through.  I don't know why.  I am supposed to like that stuff.  When they start talking about the social organization of humans in the future, I get really bored and burnt out.

     I don't know if I will stick with reading the book, or move on to something else.

     Anyhow, I got a lot of things to do today.  Thanks for reading.