Clone Wars and Other Horses***

     I might as well start on this blog today.  I just missed taking a picture of a lady on her cell phone with her legs straddled apart.  She looks better from the back than from the front.  She sure is chatting a lot on her cell phone right now.  The sound goes through the whole cafe.  I'd have to be drunk to fuck her.  She would probably have to be out of her mind to fuck me, haha.
     Anyway, it is a beautiful day.  I've been working on my new Kamino lot on Clone Wars, laying in these white tiles with yellow trim.  I'm building a Bling Palace to go along with my Bling armor.  It don't mean a thing unless it's got that bling.
     I was trying to get a picture of this cell phone chick, but she kept turning around.  I had my chance, but then I was recharging my battery.

     HEY IF YOU ARE A CLONE WARS KID AND UNDER 18, GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!  You don't belong here.  This is an adult blog.  It contains adult content, so get the fuck out, you little bastards.

     I know kids have visited this blog.  They told me.  HAHAHAHA.  It's funny.  Nothing makes a kid want to visit a website or blog more than if they are told that they can't visit it.

     This blog can not be monetized, so there is no incentive, except to do it for myself.  I've written for myself for a long time.  At least this is a way to get my stuff out there.  Better than a bunch of papers sitting around in my room for years.  At least I can photograph that stuff now, or rewrite it, and put it into text form.  I think they even have little devices that can scan handwriting, and put it into text form.  That would be cool.  Then I could edit it from there.  It's easy to copy what's written, though.  Just type it in.  I can type without looking at my hands, so it is no problem.

     So I spent a lot of time this week working on my Kamino lot.  Almost too much time.  But when it is done, it will be awesome.  I'm investing now in the construction of this palace with time and resources, spending all my credits, but once it is done, it will be there forever until they cancel the game, and the way things are going, that will be a long, long time.
     I guess Star Wars Galaxies will end in December.  I haven't been playing it at all.  Between Clone Wars Adventures and Lord of The Rings Online, I've been pretty busy.
   
     My life on the computer.  Well, I haven't been breaking out the paints lately.  I even stopped bringing my paints to the cafe, where I was doing a lot of work.  I was coming to the cafe just to escape the computer for a while.  I'm glad I have this laptop.  I think my blog entries are probably better here, because it is a lively environment, and there are people around.  There is also fresh air, a thing I don't have in my studio.  Fresh air is a good thing.

     Anyway, it looks like the cell phone lady left.

     It's really quiet in the cafe now.  I just had a smoke, thinking about Charles Bukowski, and all the drinking he did.  But he was a damn, fine writer, and really funny.  The New York literary establishment still doesn't think much of him.  Of course, his books were published in L.A., so New York doesn't like anything that isn't written there.  Yet, I listen to enough Howard Stern to know that people on the East Coast are just as fucking stupid as people on the West Coast.  So there you go.  There is no monopoly of intelligence on either coast.  It's all just a bunch of horseshit, my new word.  I got tired of the word 'bullshit'.  It's so common.  But horseshit comes out of more of a beautiful animal than bulls, and horseshit has a more pleasant ring to it.  Plus, the word 'horse' sounds like 'whores', another word I am interested in.

     See?  I can't write about this horse shit on my PG blogs.  Yet, this stuff has to come out.  It feels when I write on my PG blogs that I am putting on an act, and that I'm not really being myself.  It is as if I'm writing for kids, moms, dads, grandparents, or people dressed in nice clothes, who want a nicer place to go to than the dirt and filth of this blog.  Yet, I know there is an audience for the writing I am doing here, where it is really honest, and brutal.  That's how I like it.  I know the world is all about the negotiations between penis and vagina, cock and pussy, and like George Carlin says, "Women own half the money, and all of the pussy."

     This blog is not for my family.  They don't like this kind of horseshit.  It makes them feel really uncomfortable.  We were raised Mormon, and a couple of them are really into it.  Violent video games are okay at times, but any sex stuff, or swearing, is right out.

     To me, it is all just funny horseshit.

     Okay, so this blog can not be monetized.  That has been a constant theme in my head.  I want to write and produce material that I can monetize, because I would rather be doing this horseshit, than doing the horseshit of other people who can then monetize their material.  When you work for somebody, they own the rights to it.  When you work for yourself, you own the rights, as long as you don't steal material from anybody else.

     It is difficult to come up with original material.  So few people can actually do it, and then go through the process of legally obtaining all the rights to it to make it official.
     I have been unsuccessful so far, but I will keep trying, and pursuing my dreams.  I'm still fancying breaking out the paints again, and making some pictures.  It's hard for me to know what to paint anymore.  The artworld is so critical of everything, and they are quick to judge and to categorize you.  I'm going to give them a run for their money. 
     They don't really accept or acknowledge me as a working artist.  I have no professional representation, and my business acumen is very low.  It's a thing I'm working on.  It takes time.  I'm not Superman.  ( Oh yeah, that brings up another issue with that I've been playing with on youtube.  Well, basically, on videos that I can not monetize, I might as well steal both visuals and audio, because it fucking doesn't matter.  It will never be monetized, but it is okay to upload for fair usage, and acts for advertising for anything that I do steal.  It's all complicated.  I have to hink more about it. )

     So, anyway, I am alone with what I am trying to do.  Since my name is David, I always liked the Biblical story of David and Goliath.  For me, it is David and The Corporate Giant.  I am one little ant going up against a whole multitude of giants, and they are big.  I am small.  I am nothing.  But I have to get noticed somehow.  I have to create content that people like.  I know for a fact that if people like my content a lot, it will be for a reason.  It will mean that I worked my ass off.  I hope to confuse anybody who will wonder why people are looking at my content.  They will ask, "Why are people looking at this horseshit?"  All I can say is, "Because it is honest."

     I am a flawed person.  I make many mistakes repeatedly, time after time.  I make errors in thinking, judgment, and with words.  I need to read more, and learn how to fucking talk.  I don't do too good when I am just talking on the fly unless I am on a roll.  That doesn't happen too often.

     Anyway, it is time to put a picture on this blog...one sec....

     All of my naked lady pictures are on my other computer, but this one will do fine for today.  This is a still from a recent stop-motion animation that I am working on.

     All I can say is to have a nice day, and follow your dreams, and never let anyone get in the way of them.  Your family will fuck you over, and so will lovers and friends, so you gotta be careful in this world, and I ain't kidding.

Good Morning on a Thursday

     Hi.  I've been frustrated a little.  I've been having trouble uploading pictures to my laptop with my digital camera.  I have a USB 2.0 hub, but Windows does not seem to acknowledge it on my 2002 laptop.  Physical connection problems, too, with the wire on the camera.  It goes in and out of being connected.
     I've been making a shitload of videos on youtube.  I've been trying to figure out which ones I can monetize, and which ones I can't.  I saw in print yesterday that you can not monetize video game videos.  Okay.  I thought you could before, or I was unsure, but it is true.  You can't.
     I uploaded an original video to my other blog, and I saw a shitload of legal information to read.  I'll have to go through it at some point.
    Basically, I'm just trying to figure out what I can and can not do on the web.
    The general rule is, if you own the rights to the content, you can upload the content.  Anything else becomes an issue.
     But people love to make video game videos, and upload snippets of movies and t.v. shows, and things from pop culture they care about.
     My original goal with buying this computer was to try and earn money with it, to justify spending that much money on it.  I have yet to make the money back that I spent.  It's been a constant struggle.
     This blog can not be monetized because it features 'adult content', but I still like to write on it 'just because'.

     What is nice about this blog is if I want to put a naked lady photo on it, I can, no problem.

Today's Coffeeshop Entry: Lady in Lime-Green shirt and tattooed breasts

     Jesus fuck.  I started a new blog that is Rated PG, and I just get sick of being in that mode after a while.  I can only fake it for so long, then I have to come back to this blog where I can say whatever I want and not have to worry about whether my content will be evaluated for whether or not it is suitable for advertising.
     It's been a constant problem with my shit, especially being an artist that produces drawings of naked ladies.
     So, I just started writing this blog, then this lady sat down in a lime-green top, and she has really big cans, and tattoos on her breasts, yet she has a really sweet and innocent face.  She's gotta be around 28.  She looks real good. 
     See?  This is the arena which I feel real comfortable in, talking about babes and boobs, and imagining what she looks like naked. 
     That's about all I care about.
     Her friend didn't like the smell of the coffee shop, so she came and went.  Women have this whole thing with smells.
     For me, I have to be on a pig or cow farm for me to really care about the smell.
     Anyway, the blond I am looking at is on her cell phone, just sitting quietly. 
     She even has lime-green shoes.
     It looks like she is texting someone.
     I've never really texted anyone.  I don't have one of those stinking phones.  Even if I had the money, I don't know if I'd get one.  I could fucking care less.
     Thank god I can write without worrying about what the fuck somebody else will say or do.  It feels good, and who the fuck cares?  It's only a fucking goddamn blog.  Who the fuck cares?  And no one reads my shit anyhow, so what the fuck does it all matter?
     I'm glad this blog is set to 18 and over just to keep the fucking kids away.  They are all brainwashed by their parents at that age.  I know I was.  You don't really become a person of your own until you turn 18 and get the hell out of high school, another brain-washing institution.  Add church to the equation, and it is no wonder people are fucked up in this world.
     Anyway, even though I will never make a cent from this blog, it makes me feel good to let loose and be myself.
    Now the girls are looking at pictures of Felix The Cat.  Jesus.  Women and their fucking cats for Christ's sakes, Jesus.
     Okay, I admit it was fun to write a PG blog and to avoid all the filthy swearing and thoughts of tattooed breasts, but it is fun to come home, too.
     Ok, that's all I feel like writing right now. 
    
     The ladies next to my table finally left.  I filmed my animation, and got my work done on the table to the right.  They left right after I finished, and put the toys away.  Now I don't have to listen to their chatter and have them in my peripheral vision.  I'm glad I could entertain them for a couple of minutes.  They didn't say a word to me, nor I to them, except at the beginning of their entrance when the older, fatter broad asked if anybody was sitting there.  She got confused because there was a coffee cup there.  It took me and this black guy nearby to tell her three times that nobody was sitting there, and that nobody had been there for an hour.  The drama of a fucking simple question and answer session fucking kills me sometimes.  Jesus.

     Anyway, I think that is about it for my coffeeshop session today.  I didn't waste as much time today fucking with my camera.  My laptop just isn't liking my 2.0 camera much, and the laptop doesn't want to accept the USB 2.0 port.  It doesn't seem to read it as a 2.0, even though it is one.  Jesus.

     Maybe I will have one more goddamn cigarette before I leave.

     I write this blog for me, and if anybody else likes it, then I am fine with that.  If they don't like it, nothing I can do about it.  I don't force people to read my shit.  I just give them an option so if they want to read it, they can.
 
     I am becoming aware of all the Big Brother stuff with computer technology and how they can find out where you are all the time.  Another good idea why not to get an iphone.  Fuck.

     So, basically, they want to keep track of all us, so if anybody does anything bad, they can find that person, and all their friends.  It's only going to get worse.  Personal freedoms have been declining at a steady rate for ten years or more. 
 
      I keep thinking about how they almost make it a crime to make money in this country.  They certainly try to guilt people who make too much money, except if you work in Hollywood, then nobody cares what you do.

     I just a cute girl on a skateboard zip by in her summer skirt, with blond hair trailing behind her.  I took one second to think about it, and by then, it was too late to whip out my camera.  I would have whipped out something else if she had given me the chance.  I would have whipped it out for the blond with tattoos on her breasts, too.

     I basically get it.  This blog is not for women and children, but it sure as hell might be for guys who want a laugh.  That is my target audience on this blog, and for women who like this kind of shit. 
 
     You'd be surprised what women like, once they escape the Borg consciousness.

     You know, Mormons have that whole beehive thing going for them, and I really don't want to be a part of their insect tribe.
     Now that I'm older, it really looks like that whole religion is made-up.  They have the tendency to produce a lot of kids, and a lot of them end up joining the military.  It's a Mormon tradition.  Nowadays, a lot of Mormons go into business.  It's what they are good at.  And they like basketball, and all manner of sports.
     For me, I got sick of the goddamn music they play in church, and I got sick of praying to a goddamn invisible god that wasn't fucking there and never was.

I will have to make a new blog that I can monetize, but I will still keep this one.

     I like this blog a lot.  I can do whatever I want with it, since it is set to 18 and over.  I can address adult themes and issues in a mature manner.  The last time I checked, most human beings are sexual creatures, so to deny that  is well, to deny what we are.
     I was impressed with the writings of Henry Miller and Charles Bukowski.  Their writings kind of made it possible for me to just say, "Fuck it.  I'm going to write about whatever I want."
     I like Howard Stern, too, for creating a format for being able to talk about any subject he wants.  Like him or hate him, it doesn't matter.  In a way, he's been a champion for Free Speech.  He talks about dirty, filthy stuff, and people advertise with him, yet, this blog is not allowed for monetization.  I guess advertisers don't want to be associated with adult content.  I still see some ads when I log onto this blog, so I don't know what is going on.
     I'm an artist, and I like this blog because I needed a format that had no limits on what I could or could not put up.  On youtube, there is a line that must not be crossed.  If you do cross it, the video will be taken off of youtube, and, it can lead to your channel being shut down.  I don't want that, so I try to abide by their rules.  I test the waters with swearing.  Most people swear, so I don't see what is wrong with that.  It seems to be the community standard of the United States of America to swear a lot.  Youtube doesn't seem to mind with some swear words peppered about in a video.  Certainly the comments on youtube are very vile, disgusting, and foul, but nobody seems to mind.  Most of these comments are written by people in junior high or high school, it seems to me.
     I saw a video the other day of a real fat 11 year old.  It was kind of sad.  I felt sorry for the kid, and the video was kind of hard to watch.  In the video, he was sitting on the couch, and kind of just being on the camera.  I just thought I would mention this for some reason.  It popped up in my mind.
     Anyway, I think this blog is viewed by bots, and not by real people.  However, I like writing on this blog when I get on a roll.
     I would love for this blog to become really successful, and to get lots of hits.  That would be cool.  I won't make any money from it ever, but I will have a place to feel free as a person.  I certainly need a place to vent every once in a while.  Also, I figured that this place would be a good place to dump all of my photos onto.  They aren't doing me any good just sitting on my computer.  Why did I take them in the first place?  Well, it's fun to take pictures, and it is fun to look at them once in a while.  They preserve memories, and make you think about that time in your life.  They help to remind you of where you were in comparison to where you are now.

Here is the first photo I ever took with a digital camera.  It's a self portrait.  I look kind of sad in this photo, but how I felt inside was very calm, and very comfortable.  My face was completely relaxed.  I don't like to smile unless I feel like it, or something causes me to smile or laugh, then I like it.  This is my face that I like to have when I really feel like myself, and I am not trying to impress anybody.  I've always enjoyed having a nothing expression on my face for as long I can.  I think it is the best picture ever taken of me, because it really shows who I am, and how I am when I am completely alone.  I like that I took the picture by holding my arm straight out in front of me.  I also like the angle of the photo.
     Before this photo, I took photos with disposable cameras, or with Polaroids when I had money for film.

Can videos be monetized on youtube if you film them from a video game?

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Forrest Jellico and Michelle Hell

     Hi, I haven't really been blogging much, because as I have stated before, there is no point to it.  There is one reason for me to write a blog, though, and that is for the reason of posting photos on the blog, and then I can delete them from my computer forever, so at least the photo gets used.  I take a lot of pictures, and I don't always know what to do with them.  Some of them get used in videos, or get posted on facebook.
     To use the photos in some way, and then deleting them from my computer's memory means I can make more room to clear the way so I can play video games, which require a lot of memory.  I just saw that World of Warcraft is free to play now, and I'm sure that would take up a lot of memory on my computer.

          Here is some art that I definitely can't use for youtube.  I did a whole comic of this, that I never really finished, because, there is no point.  No one to publish this stuff.

I ought to finish this, or do more of it.  I don't have much of an audience for this blog, so again, there is no point.

The story was unresolved.  I couldn't figure out how to resolve it, without redoing a lot of it.  One would think just doing a story of a blowjob would be easy and simple, but it actually got pretty complicated to set it up in story form.

Now I can delete this stuff off my computer, and make room for video games.  I think this kind of art is just as valid as anything else.  It is society that seems to have a problem with it, even though, to my knowledge, everybody everywhere is sucking everybody else off from time to time.
   
     Just think of Hollywood, Washington, D.C., and everywhere you go.

South Park Naked Women Figures for Artists and Animators

Hi.  I haven't blogged for a while, because basically, I haven't had much of a reason to.  Anyway, I watched some clips from the new South Park documentary, and it showed a brief scene with the artist working on these female figures.  It's great, because you can see into the process of how they make South Park.
     Artists have a long tradition of working from the nude figure, and even South Park does it.  What is cool is it looks like to me that they use pictures of real naked women, which are then kind of used as paper dolls that they can dress up and animate however they want.  It's great to see that even South Park has a basis for traditional art.  They just don't make the stuff up out of thin air.  They have source material.
     I took these pictures using my camera off of the flat computer screen.  It works great.
     I love these pictures because it shows how they proportion the head on top of real bodies.  It's basically in the tradition of caricatures like from 'Alice in Wonderland'.  The head is much bigger than it should be, for comedic effect, but also so the figures can be seen clearly in a two-dimensional format.
     The opposite of this proportion is with Marvel Comics, where the head is drawn smaller, to make the figures seem more heroic.  However, this pretty much makes everything unfunny.
    
     I hope you enjoyed seeing the pictures.  I don't think I can really put these on youtube, because they seem to be pretty much against nudity of all kinds.  Sure, it isn't difficult to find nudity on youtube, but they really try to limit it, because, you know, there are kids watching.

     I set this blog to adult, and now it is taken off of my adsense account.  In a way, I'm glad, because when I find things like this, I can post it, and it won't be anything of a big deal.

     People get paranoid about naked stuff, but as humans, that's what we are.  Just naked people with clothes on walking around.

     Anyway, I'm an artist, and that's how I think.