I don't know who in hell is reading this blog, but I've got 5000 hits.

     Anyway, it is Saturday.  I am still waking up.  I went to the cafe, and hung out with a friend.  I drew some pictures and did a little writing.
     I have to go to work in a couple of hours.
     Things are going good, things are happening. 
     If I could just get my finances in order, things would be better.
     It all takes time, it doesn't happen overnight.
     It's all about loving what you do, and having a passion.
     I need more coffee.
     Too bad this blog is not monetized anymore.  I think about that a lot, but I really needed one thing on the web where I could really be myself and not be edited by myself or by other people.  It is too bad that I have to have it as an adult blog, which is considered by society to be wrong.  Yet, most guys I know just want to get laid, and most girls I know just want everything to be cute.  It all just ends up being confusing to me.
     I'm supposed to be a painter, and the only way to do that is to paint.  I want to play guitar, too, but I never pick it up, so I don't know how I expect to get good at that.  I just want to be me, and I need more time, and more money to do the things I want to do.
     We are trying to make money on the web, so that things are going 24-7.  Clone Wars is going good for me.  I like being Dirk Wampaflash.
     I got 103,000 hits on youtube now, and according to the statistics, I've made $2.89 off of adsense.
     If it wasn't for what youtube allows, I'd probably put pictures of naked women on every video.  I would swear a lot, too.
     I hate being edited, or not being allowed to do stuff.
     This country has problems with the human body.  To me, it all seems normal, but I guess the kids have to be protected.  They're going to find out about everything sooner or later, so I don't see what the difference is.
     I'm still waking up, so you'll have to forgive me.
     It's a beautiful day, and I'm enjoying myself.
     Paying all the bills is a main concern.
     Hey, my website got updated.  It has an amazon store in it now. 
http://www.wix.com/mattanddavestudios/davidlovins#!blog  

   
Here is a video clip of me in the studio, unedited, how I filmed it.  I know people like to watch stuff, and get into other people's business.  But, I don't know if anybody cares about watching video of me, but here it is anyhow.

     I just like to put random, stupid stuff up because it is all so pointless anyhow.

Let's see if I can figure this out.

     Nope, I guess I can't.

I don't know who reads this blog, if anybody.

     When I write on this blog, it is like taking shots in the dark.  I don't know who is reading this, or what people think, if they do indeed read this at all, so I kind of don't know how to modify my content to what people want.

     This blog is kind of like standing alone in the forest, and there is no one around to hear what I say.  That is what it feels like.  It's fine as my own personal therapy, but it is not much of a dialogue with anybody.

     Who knows?  Maybe that will change someday.

     That is the thing, when you venture out alone on a blog, no one cares, and why should they?  No reason at all.

     However, I do plan on having a lot of fun on this thing, it just takes time to get it all together.

     I have a lot of projects that I'm working on.

     If you do come across this blog, and you want to see my videos on youtube, the name of my channel is 'DavidLovins67'.  I have lots of videos there.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SF7yRt8-w7Y

     Anyway, have a good day, if anybody is out there.

     Byebye, love you.

    

I'm glad there are no ads on this blog now, so I can be free to do what I want.

     Mad magazine didn't have ads in their magazine for many years, because they would make fun of the ads, and then all the advertisers stopped advertising, and the magazine made made money off of the sheer volume of sales.  I don't know how well Mad is doing these days.  Last I heard, they did accept advertising again into their magazine, but I haven't seen an issue of Mad in a long, long time.
 
     So, this blog has been deemed as having 'adult content'.  Okay, that's fine with me, but if you look through it, mostly it is just normal every day entries, with maybe a swear here and there.  I did post some nude pictures of women, but then I talked about the photos, and it wasn't really a porn thing.  I guess advertisers want to stay away from that stuff. 

     Like I said before, I understand the policies of Google adsense.

     I can always start another blog, and keep that one clean, and leave this one for me to do and say what I want.  I'm an artist, and I need to be free, without constraints.

     I was thinking of posting a picture of my dick like the politician by the name of Weiner.  Since I'm not famous, no one cares.  I don't even know why they care that he did it.  Most politicians are screwed up people anyhow.  It is a certain kind of person that goes into politics.  Now that I am older, I understand that most politicians are kind of self-serving.
     Hey, people have a right to make a living.
     I'm just not too big a fan of 'professional politicians'.  It's different when they believe in a cause or something, I guess, or have a purpose, or they really want to change something.

     Anyway, yay, no more ads on this site.  I hate ads.  They are like flies in your face.

     What I plan to do is to just keep writing on this blog, and go to town with it, and see how many hits I get.

     I actually get way more hits on youtube, so my time is better spent there, but I still like the medium of text.  I get enjoyment out of writing.

     Let's see...what else is going on?  Well, I'm still struggling to make it as an artist, and it ain't easy.  I could use some donations, a sponsor, or some art sales.  Any donation to help keep my artwork going would be appreciated deeply.  If you want to donate because you believe in what I am doing, let me know.  Any amount is fine, even a penny.  That will get the ball rolling.  But if you want to donate $5, $10, $25, $50, $100, $1000, $10,0000 or more, let me know.  I still have my student loan to pay off, and I will be fucked unless I pay that off.

     In any case, wish me luck.

Well, my mind draws a blank after reading someone else's blog entry.

     I suppose that is what happens when someone reads my blog, their head caves in...lol.

I will never make a cent with this blog.

     However, I like to write, so I will continue to create content for this blog.
     Once Google adsense sacks you for content violation, you can never get your adsense account back.  That is what it says.
     I'm actually bummed about the whole deal.  This blog represented a lot of freedom for me, where I felt for the first time that I could write what I wanted.
     I was excited every time another penny would register in my earnings.  It gave me incentive, and something to work towards.
     The first year of this blog, I hardly got any hits.  It took a year to get 1000.  Now it is at 4000 hits.  I can't explain the jump in the number of hits.  I don't know who reads this blog, if anybody.  Certainly no one responds to what I write.
     It could just be bots that come to this blog site.  Who knows?  I don't know.
     Anyway, it was kind of a frustrating, and confusing day.  I had a couple of hours where I really did not know what I was doing.
     One of the bands is playing next door, which makes it hard to think.
     I was thinking of making some more videos, but I can't record sound until they go away for the night.  They are just too loud. 
     Sometimes, I have to jump into bed, and pull the covers over me to absorb the sound.  Then I close my eyes, and try to pretend it is not happening. 
     In my opinion, they suck, so that doesn't help.
     I watched 'The Lazer Collection' and several short films by Dopminic Fear on youtube.  I had never seen his stuff before.  I was thoroughly entertained, even laughing out loud at times.  He does a good job.  I love all his actors, and how he uses the same people over and over again.  I don't know how he writes all that dialogue for being so young.  He plays piano, does his own music, what can't he do?  He seems to me to be really talented, coming from a good family, too.  I don't know much about him, but I was impressed.  It's so amateur that it is good.  I like that stuff.  I am exhausted with Hollywood stuff for some reason, so Dominic's films were refreshing to watch.  Also, there are moments that are really funny.  I'm amazed he got so many people in his films.  He must be a really nice person.
     Anyway, I just want to lay down, and reset my head.
     A brain is like a computer, it needs to log out every so often.

They won't pay me, but they still put ads on this blog.

     I have adult and mature content on this blog, so monetization is not possible.  Okay, I understand that.  So why do they still put ads on this blog?  I have no idea.  If advertisers don't want to be associated with my blog, they still seem to be there.
     I wonder what would happen if I cleaned up my blog, and made it suitable for a teen-ager to read it?  Would they review my blog, and allow this blog to be monetized again?  I don't know.
     I'm not interested in doing a squeaky clean blog.
     Also, I see nothing wrong with profanity, especially if it is funny.