Fuck.
     I love starting blog entries like that.  It is fun.  And this blog is the only one I have where I can do that.  This is the one where I can let my hair down, so to speak.
     Yeah, I got pretty hammered last night.  I blacked out a couple of times for a second.  I smoke this nasty pipe tobacco and I drink too much.  It's all my own damn fault.  I wouldn't do it if it wasn't so much fun.  I like to drink and smoke.  With my job being at a bar, I've been getting fucked up a little too much.  That's what I gotta do to make some money.  I don't have anything else going for me in terms of work.  No one that I know will hire me for what I do.  Maybe someday that will change, but it doesn't seem like that will happen any time soon.  I've been making art for over twenty-five years now.  Trust me, no one is looking for me.

     Anyway, I'm just playing some Card Assault on Clone Wars Adventures.  I am addicted to that game.  It is a lot of fun.

     Yeah, I was drunk last night, and when I got home, I felt like going out and fucking some whores, but instead, I just got on the computer and behaved.  I didn't even jack off, haha.

     So, I've just been playing cards, ate some soup, and turned on Marvel Avengers Alliance on facebook.  I like that game, but have not played it in a while.

     Meanwhile, I was wondering why nobody was watching my newest videos.  I had them set to 'Private' instead of 'Public'.

     To be honest, I am still recovering from last night, and I need a nap.

     I was thinking of jacking it, but I don't like to do that until I get home from work.

     It is just one of those days today where I don't have much direction.

     Then, all I can think about is how to make more money, get my art out there, and what new content I will create.

     If I keep working hard, good things will happen.  I've always believed that.  At least, that is what they taught me.  Meanwhile some people barely have to lift a finger, and they make a hundred grand a year.  No one said the world was fair, but I would just like to have some more spending money so I can have a good time.

     Anyway, yeah, I need a nap.  It helps to reset my brain.

     I did see some of this 'Call of Cthulu' movie, made as if it was made in the late twenties as a silent film.  It looked like it was shot in video, so it didn't look exactly like film...it was too smooth.  But I liked what they were doing in this film.  Too bad the dvd kept skipping.