It's all just a bunch of bullshit.

     Fuck.

     Anyway, I'm playing some more Card Assault on CWA.  It is fun.  I have a good time with it.  I'm addicted to this game because it is simple, quick, and easy.  In addition, you can win a booster pack if you take first place in the tournament.  I've won it five times, and I'm looking to do that some more.

     So, it was another day at the coffee shop.  I decided to paint again.  I tried to quit this week, going to the cafe with just some napkins to draw on, but then I got bored real quick.  When I have the whole painting set-up, I am somebody.  When I have nothing on my table, I am just some guy to everybody else.  In any case, they ignored the fuck out of me again today.  I hate that.  Not even a pleasant 'hello'.  These brainless mindfucks just don't give a shit about what I do.  They don't have fucking five bucks on them anyhow to buy one of my art pieces.  Yet, I keep going to this cafe because it is a cool place to hang out.

     There was a nice girl to look at with these up-high baggy shorts that you could almost look into, but then she left, and two rocker guys sat at the table, and gabbed for an hour and a half, which was really tedious for me.  All I wanted to do was listen to music.

     Anyway, I got my painting done, and now I am ready to try again tonight at the bar.

     Wednesdays are notoriously bad for me because of the 'poet gathering'.  They get in my way.  A whole table of them gather together a couple of times a week, and help to distract people away from my art just because they are there.  It is bothersome.

     Anyway, I will try again tonight.  I need money.  I hope somebody will cough up some cash.

     So, I lost in yet another card tournament.  I will keep trying to win, both in my games, and in real life.

     Some girl told me it is not about winning, but some guys have a beautiful wife, house, and cars, and I don't have squat.  I've been trying to make something of myself with my art for many years, and, it is a constant challenge when people in general don't give a fuck.  I will keep trying to win them over, and they will keep trying to resist me by ignoring me.  It is not doing them any good.  They are missing out on a lot of artwork that is going.  It isn't doing me any good, because I need their money.  Sheez, I wish these people would wake up.

     Well, I might as well post a random picture...

     This is a picture of my napkin art at the bar.  It is hard to imagine that people ignore this set-up, but they do.  A lot of people only look at it when they are walking by.  I think it is pretty hard to get a good look at art when you are in motion.  I've seen people do this in museums with great paintings.  They just walk by real fast.  I don't know how they expect to see anything.