Tuesday, April 20th, 2021

      Hello.  I'm at Starbucks, on Plumb St. at Arlington in beautiful Reno, Nevada.  I'm listening to an audiobook of Robert Bloch's material presented by Horror Babble on youtube.  Robert Block is a very good writer, following in the footsteps of Poe and H.P. Lovecraft, and he does a good job of it.

     I'm writing because I don't know what else to do with myself.  

     Inside I just groaned because two loud people just sat down near-by, and now I have to listen to them, and curb my smoking.

     Fuck it, I'll go around the corner for a cig, and to escape their dreadful, hideous chatter.  

* * * * *

     2:22 p.m.  I'm feeling sluggish, and almost in a food coma..  I feel like taking a nap, but I"m trying to make better use of my time.  Sometimes the body needs a refresh, though.

     I'll try and fight through my desire to sleep.  Maybe a catnap wouldn't hurt.  

     I can't upload the two videos I made to this page.  The file size is too big.  I would have to post those somewhere else, and then provide a link.  That is way too much work, and due to the content, I wouldn't know where to post them.  I really wouldn't.  I was hoping this would be the place for them, but it is not to be.

     So, I'm listening to this audiobook by Robert Bloch, about some Chinese man who murders people, and then feeds the canaries with dead bodies.  I almost was falling asleep during the listening.

     Maybe I'll walk to the car to wake me up.  

*****

     I did enjoy 'The Lighthouse', began by Poe, and finished by Bloch.  It was like hearing a new Poe tale that I had never heard before, and that was true.  So I got some joy out of that.

     If it was up to me right now, I'd be playing Entropia Universe, but I have no nearby power or electricity.  That's too bad.

     Okay, I'm gonna walk to my car.

*****

2:41 p.m.  I ate some more peaches, and finished up the can.  They were delicious, and I enjoyed drinking the juice, too.

     A thought in my head that popped up was, "I want to go back home to Van Nuys."  I don't know what I would do there, I have no place to go, and the last time I was there, it wasn't the same.  Things change when you grow up.  The feelings you have as a kid change, and things look different because you are taller.

     Anyway, it's a beautiful day, I'll try and make the most of it.

     I can't make a video, because there are people around, and it would make me feel uncomfortable to film around them.

     So, in a recent website I joined, it stated in their policy that they didn't want any images of masturbation or of sex.  That's pretty standard, but those two things were actually on the queue of what I wanted to do, haha.  I guess I'll have to find some place else for those things.

     Even porn has rules.  They have one I don't understand, that the guy always has to come on the outside of the woman, and not inside.  That's a law for some reason.  I don't get it.  It makes no sense to me.  

     2:53 p.m.  I guess I'll have a cig.  

     2:59 p.m.  I've been thinking in the last day of making a Life Drawing blog.  It might be a good idea for me, just so I can have a place to put all my drawings up.  Then I could do what I want there.  Or I could just put those drawings up here, and not bother about making a new blog, since no one will look at it anyhow.  I have time to decide, there is no rush.  Life Drawings, while a part of my work, isn't the main thing.  I'll have to think about what I want to do.

     For me, the problem is, "Is it art or is it porn?"  The poses I want to draw are  not the traditional art poses.  I want to do open-legged drawings.  That's all anybody wants to see anyway, at least I do.  Standard life drawings are for noobs.  I don't even know if it is art, or just art training.  In the art world, no one gives a shit about Life Drawings.  They aren't the thing that makes or breaks an artist.

     You take someone like Lucien Freud, well, he's more my style, and he wasn't afraid of displaying crotch areas in vivid detail.  I like him for that, and everything looks beautiful when it is painted.  

     Yeah, I will have to spend some time thinking about Life Drawings.  They are still taboo on the web, and it requires a person to be 18 to even look at them.  It's just how it is.  

     Hmmmm.

     So, it's Rated G art for General Audiences, or it is 18 and over art.  I want to do both, so that's what I'm going to do.  The problem with the 18 and over art, again, is, "hmmmm, life drawings, harmless, showing the human body using tactile art materials....or going a step further, and showing provocative poses, and models in sexual situations.....hmmmmm....I guess I want to do it all.,"  

     All I know is that a hard penis crosses the line for a lot of people and institutions.  But, with that being said, a lot of people, both men and women, like to look at hard cock pictures, so I don't know, to each his own.  

     All I know is that Eroticism is a time-honored tradition.  I guess a lot of that stuff is idealized, and they weren't going for realism.

     I did find some 19th century drawings of people having sex.  Those drawings were hard to find, but I am glad to know they exist.  

     Porn is what makes us human, and happy.  That's my opinion, of course, but a lot of people share that opinion.  

     3:15 p.m.  The two people left, and I was glad, and now there are two old ladies in the patio.  That's no fun for me, especially ruining my plans to have a cigarette right here.  Now I have to go around the corner.  

     Hmmm, I just had a thought....by putting no tags on this post, it will ensure that no one will read this.  I'm not worried in either case.  Even with a hundred tags, no one will read this blog.  It's been up for years, and no one gives a shit, to be honest.  I enjoy it, because I like to type and write, so that's what it is good for.

     Hmmm....should I make a video?  I will have to think about that during the course of a cigarette.

     3:31 p.m.  I'm still stinging after the loss of my TMNT pillow.  It was left in the hotel room, and disposed of.  That's too bad.  I loved that thing.  I didn't at first, but I grew to love it.  I'll never trust my stuff with another person again.  It was accident on both parts.  Shit happens.

     I need to use the bathrooom.  Maybe that will help.

     3:36 p.m.  I feel better now, and had some thoughts about Life Drawing.  Well, there is Life Drawing, where there is a nude model, either male or female.  Then there is Life Drawing which is a little more suggestive with the poses, and where details are given.  Then there is Porn Art, where everything that porn does is done in an illustrated manner.  Well, is that even true porn?  Then there is Porn, being soft-core and hard-core.  But isn't the standard Life Drawings just a form of soft porn?  Hell, I got into art because of the bodies.  I wanted to see them, and draw them.  And I did, and it was great.  Except for me, drawing male models just isn't as fun as drawing the females.  Anyway, so, there are lots of grey areas.  Is Life Drawing the study of the human body, or not?  What is the difference between physical and sexual?  Why can't there be both?  I don't know.  All I know is in actual Life Drawing classes, you are expected to behave yourself, and do your work.  No shenanigans are accepted, or tolerated.  

     For my Life Drawing blog, I would want videos and photos of the model, of every pose.  That's what I would want to do.  

     Who Knows?  Maybe I'll start a Life Drawing Blog.  Of course, it would have to be 18 and over.  I would not want to rustle anyone's feathers.

     Just for my own self, I wanted to put this picture up, just because.  The girl on the left reminds me of someone I used to know  from long ago, and I can't quite place her.  She had short curly blonde-brown hair with a cute face.  I liked her.  I wonder what ever happened to her?  She may have been from the cafe in L.A.

Sunday, April 18, 2021 11:53 a.m.

      Hello, and Good Morning.

     I'm sitting outside of a Starbucks on Plumb St. and Arlington in Reno, Nevada.  I have a nice table in the back of the patio.

     I just felt like writing.

     It's a beautiful day, and there isn't any wind.  Also, it is not too cold at all.

     I can smoke out here when no one is around, which is nice.

     I'm working on a mini-laptop, which accepts a charge from a portable power pack, which is nice.

     I just saw two pretty women walk by, a brunette and a blonde.

     Anyways, I'm on Patreon now, as David Lovins.  That would be a game-changer if I could get some patrons.  That would be real nice.  So, I'm working to put a lot of content there.

     I'm on youtube as 'David Lovins'.  I've been there for years, and not much has happened.  I don't get a lot of views.  I'm at the point there, that I just make videos for fun.  It's hard to get serious about making videos when no one watches.  It's hardly worth the effort.

      I'm on DeviantArt as 'Bauvy'.  I've been on that site since 2014.  I haven't sold a single thing from that site.  No one there has money.  Mostly it's a bunch of kids on that site, posting their anime drawings.  However, I'm giving the site another try, and we'll see what happens.

     I'm on fineartamerica.com aka pixels.com.  Now there's a site where I have sold, and I'm happy about that.  I do nothing to promote, and I still get a sale once in a while.  That's really nice.  

     I'm on facebook with two accounts of 'David Lovins'.  I keep posting.  Once in a while something happens, so it is worth it to me to post every day.  

     I'm on Instagram as David Lovins 67.  I've only achieved mild success there.  I have a ways to go.

     Here is a picture I took in the Starbucks bathroom today, using a ten second timer on my camera:  

     My right foot is forward, because that is the direction I want to go in.

     Anyway, that's about all I want to say right now, besides Starbucks is a chick magnet, but that's for another blog.  I never bother or talk to the girls.  I just draw them.  If they like my art, and come up to me, and talk to me, then I'll talk to them.  Otherwise, I'm under the impression that they just want to be left alone, so I honor that.  There is no crime in looking at them in a discreet manner, though. 

     Girls need to be looked at.  Why else would they wear body-hugging yoga pants?  I have no idea.  Haha.

     Well, thanks for reading, and I hope you have a nice day,

     David Lovins

     Reno, Nevada

Wow, Lego Porn Exists

      I had no idea, but Lego Porn exists.  Is nothing sacred?  Haha.

     They even have 'Laygo The Movie' on pornhub.  Unbelievably, the trailer for that is on youtube, complete with some profanity, and showing human hands making Lego people copulate.  Amazing.

     If you type in 'Lego Porn' into Google, and you don't have restrictions on your computer, you can see the stuff.

     If you don't want to see the videos, you can always just look at the photos on the web.  There is plenty there.

     So, now you know 'Lego Porn' exists.  

     What all led to this is I made my own drawing of 'Lego Porn'.  Here it is...

     

     The stain is from spilled coffee.

     Here is a close-up shot...

     Even though I don't have a lot of people looking at this site, I'll put up the rest of the pics anyhow, just for fun, and because I suddenly didn't feel lazy...

     Well, there you go.  I hope you enjoyed my drawings, and my photos of the drawings.

     Thanks for looking at my blog.   I appreciate it.

Wow, This Blog Still Exists...

      Wow, this blog still exists, and it hasn't been taken down.  That's amazing to me, because of the content.

     This blog is 18 and over, please, so if you are under 18, close this tab now.  It's against the law to view this material.

     So, I'm guessing it is okay to post nudity here, since all of the stuff I've posted is still up.  

     I haven't written on this blog in a long time, perhaps a year or two since the last entry.

     Deviant Art is a place where you can post naked pictures and illustrations, but they draw the line at erections.  Hard cocks aren't really permissible.  It has to be under a sheet or something for them to accept the image.  So, I guess the male apparatus is the most offensive thing of all time, especially when it is hard.  Well, that's too bad.  A lot of people like to look at pictures of cock.  For me, I like to see it in porn sometimes, because then I can pretend it is my dick going into a beautiful woman.  Plus, I just find it interesting.

     Like a lot of people, I like to watch people fuck.  It's fun.  

     I actually found some article on the web about "Why Do People Watch Porn?"  A legitimate writer and psychologist answered that watching other people copulate is a primal function that goes back to The Dawn of Humanity.

     So, anyway, I've been getting frustrated with the web, because I can't show my naughty art anywhere, in the way that I want to do it, but I forgot that I can do it right here.  It's okay here.  It really is.

     Yes, I can show pictures of naked people here, or anything I want, and that includes males, females, cocks, pussies, boobs, and ass.

     If you don't want to see that stuff, than I guess you really shouldn't be here.

     Anyway, let's put up a picture...

This is 'The Random Dungeon of Kix" - explanatory notes.

This dungeon I drew up yesterday, for the most part, 

and finished it today.

I like it.

I made a video of it that is on youtube

on my David Lovins channel.

 

     Anyway, if you like what I do, and want to donate a couple of bucks, or even more, I'm on Venmo: David-Lovins-2       It's the one with the Davey Jones facebook picture.

     Judging by the hits on this blog, what I'm seeing is probably mostly my own hits.  I don't think this blog has really caught on, or is important to anybody that I know of, so, I write this blog just for me.  I enjoy writing, and posting pictures, so at least I get some entertainment out of it.

     Let's put up another picture, now that I've relearned how to do that....

     Hmmm....sometimes it works, sometimes not.  Oh well.

     Anyway, I started a Patreon account today.  It will be a clean account.  When I was signing up, there was an 18 and up option, but I chose against it, as naughty content can be the kiss of death on the web.  Here, it doesn't matter, this is just a stupid blog.  

 

     Here is a close-up of 'The Random Dungeon of Kix' when I was first drawing it.

     I figured out why I couldn't upload photos for a minute there, I was pressing the one for the video....and all my photos disappeared.   So, it is the second icon from the left in the three dot section.

     

     Anyway, here I am at my coffee shop spot in Reno, Nevada.

     Hmmm, should I put a naughty picture up?  Hmmmm.....nah, I'll pass.  But the beauty is, I could do it if I wanted to, and I can always change my mind later.

     Thanks for reading, if indeed, anyone besides myself ever reads this.

     Hello.  It's a beautiful day in Reno.  It's my day off.  In fact, I have two days off.  Thank Goodness.  I need a break from work.
     I got an oil change on my van.  The air filter was replaced.  The tires inflated.  Anti-freeze topped off.  The van works as good as the day I got it.  Woot.
     I'm at Starbucks right now, taking it easy.  It feels good to relax. 
     If you want to donate to my cause, it is paypal.me/davidlovins  It is the easiest way to send me money.  If you don't have a paypal account, I recommend it.
     Anyway, I'm trying to think of ways to raise money.  My expenses are higher than what my part-time job pays.
     http://link.email.dynect.net/link.php?DynEngagement=true&H=UvL%2BUTX4HmDN5IMQun9%2F8fZjTIAwFasoGuzEYDRTOxl0PxPGQxFGzDBoZcPHCpcMG8gsudFq%2BHF0Ufb888tL7w6W5Pm2fydzVwtxykp8rq3%2FigI2u9UFEjgPdmqDuSU2&G=21&R=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.gofundme.com%2Ff%2Fgas-food-booze-and-coffee%3Futm_medium%3Demail%26utm_source%3Dproduct%26utm_campaign%3Dp_email%252Bhtml_trig_post_update_nd&I=20200122171810.00000a474476%40mail6-65-usnbn1&X=MHw3NzY2NjI6VEVNUElEXzY3OzF8Nzc2NjYzOlFVRVVFSURfMTk0NjI0MDIyNjsyfDc3NjY2NDpET01BSU5fZ21haWwuY29tOw%3D%3D&S=F1_s_4JM0oo8N10ELQvjcOfJ67hfEfbhemmrzcif65s
     This link is for my 'gofundme' campaign.  I'm trying to raise $100 to pay for gas, food, booze, and coffee.

     I'm on youtube as 'David Lovins'.  Check it out, and give me some watch time.  Please.  I still need three-hundred subscribers so I can get my account monetized again.

     I'm on Instagram as 'DavidLovins67' and as 'DavidLovins11'.  It's a struggle there to get followers.  I hear if you have a thousand followers, your photos can get monetized.  That would be nice.

     This is the only blog on Blogger that I seem to have access to.  It seems like after Google's little Blogger renovation, that I have lost all of my other blogs I was working on for years.  I don't know what happened to them.

     The web can be a confusing place.

     I have a drive to make money on the web.  I'm trying to escape my job.  I just want to be a full-time artist.

     I have a new art studio now, with 24/7 internet, so that's good.  So at least there is hope for me.  It's not all bleak like a swamp on the way to Mordor, thank goodness.

     Today, I'm going to have a good day.  That's good.

     This Starbucks that I go to has some nice female eye candy from time to time.  That is good.  Women make me happy.  I don't have to interact with them.  I just have to be around them in the same room.  It's good enough to get me through the day.

     Anyway, thanks for reading.  I doubt that hardly anyone reads my writing, but you never know.

I earned $52 on zazzle.com. Woot!

     I haven't posted on this site in a while.  I don't know what the point is.  I think the hits I get, is myself looking at this site, haha.
     Anyway, here I am.
     It's important as an artist, and for myself as a person, to document what I am doing as a record so I don't get lost.
     Because let's face it, I can get utterly lost and confused at times.
     It's a big world.
     In addition, the web is a labrynth.

     I do have an update.  I managed to figure out how to get paid from zazzle.com.  I earned $52, and they will send me the money through paypal.  This is good news.  I've been on the site for three years, and it took all that time to earn their minimum of $50 without being charged a $2.50 fee.

     Eventually, I will make a video about my zazzle experience, probably when there isn't some dude in the computer lab.

:P

     I'm confused.  I don't know what to do.

     I don't know what the point is with continuing with blogs.

     As far as I know, I haven't made a penny with them.

     If I have made any money, I certainly don't know how to get paid for my work.

     That is why I am confused.

Fuck.  I just paid $180 for my car insurance. 

If you would like to donate a couple of bucks to help in the future,
paypal.me/davidlovins

Thanks.

Anything will help.

( Damn, I sound like a sketchy homeless person. )

Minecraft - 2019 01 23 11 26 10

Fuck.

I'm in Reno, Nevada right now.

I moved here.

I kind of like it.

I'll tell you one thing, though.

It sure is cold here in January.

     Fuck.  I haven't written or typed anything on this blog in ages, because of laziness, lack of interest, and because any asshole can have a blog on the web.  Besides, I doubt that a lot of the hits I get are even human.  Most probably come from 'bots'.
     Anyway, if you are under eighteen, please don't come onto this blog.  This content is not for you.  Go do some homework or something.

     So, I'm on Twitch now, as DavidLovins67.  I stream every day.  It's a little frustrating because the content is supposed to be 'Rated G'.  I'm just not that kind of a person.  I'm an artist.  I guess I'll have to suck it up, though, or risk getting banned, and I don't want to do that.

     Yeah, this blog is one of the few things I have on the web where I can feel completely free as a person, and do whatever I want.  There are no content restrictions here, as long as what I post is legal.

     I am also on YouTube as David Lovins.  I can always use new subscribers.

     Pixels.com is my art website.  I am David Lovins there.

     Here is a picture, since I feel I've made you suffer with all of my stuff...

     Yeah, this blog is the only place I have where I can post this material.

     To me, it's beautiful.

Mary Ann from Gilligan's Island Nude

    
     I used to be into Ginger growing up, but now as an adult, if I had to pick one, I'd pick Mary Ann.  She's sweet, and lovely, both in real life, and on the show.
     Of course, if I could choose, I would pick both.
     Now that I'm older, I know what to do with them.
     Unfortunately, it is all just a fantasy, but it doesn't matter.  It is still fun to think about.

     Obviously, this is a doctored photo.

     If you type in 'Gilligan's Island Nude' into Google, and have your filters off, you can see a lot.  There is a lot of funny cartoon stuff, too, with Gilligan fucking Mary Ann, complete with captions.

     I photographed this picture off of my computer screen.

     There's also lots of Brady Bunch porn images available.  I like Marcia, and to see her nude, and fucking Greg or Mr. Brady is really kind of funny.
     I like Marcia's smile.

     Basically the message is that if there is a massively popular t.v. show from the 70's or 80's, chances are there exists doctored nude photos of that show on the web.

    

Art or Porn?

     This picture was taken off of my computer screen.  I took this picture because I liked the standing girl, and I liked that it was black and white.

     Is it art, or porn?  I don't know.  It depends on how you look at it, or who is the viewer.

     I think it is a doctored photo as is, with a celebrity woman's head placed on another body.

     I did not realize that at first, until I really started looking.

     I don't know who the celebrity is, and it doesn't matter to me.  I haven't been able to keep up with the new celebrities in the last ten years.  It hasn't been important to me.  I've been busy with other things, and I just don't think celebrities are all that important anyhow.

     Since it is a doctored photo, I was thinking of uploading this to my art website as my work, since it is my photograph of a photograph.  The texture is changed because of the screen effect.  I realized that wasn't enough to turn it into my art, so I was thinking of pumping this photo into my art painting program, and putting some circles or amorphous shapes over her face, breasts, and pubic area.  That would definitely be enough to turn it into my art. and would be acceptable for the website.  They allow some nudity, but they don't necessarily encourage it.  The site is a little conservative, as is most art in the United States.

     So, is this photo art?  Is it porn?  Is it just an anatomy study? 

     From my perspective, I could just look and admire her body, and that would be art.  If I start masturbating to it, then it is porn.  So, I guess the answer is that this photo is both.

     Some photos are only art, but this particular photo serves two purposes. 

     Also, if the person who took this photo from somewhere else on the web, and put another head on her, is that his art?  He stole the images of the head and the body from somewhere else.  Would anyone care if I stole art from a thief?  If the photo is undoctored, but I don't think so, then who is the artist?  The model or the photographer?  I guess they both own the photo, unless a release form was signed, and it probably was.  A woman doesn't pose for this kind of photo for free, unless she is dating the photographer. 

    

Update On A Sunday

     Fuck, I guess I can really go to town, and post what I want to do.  Here is some Blogger policy: 
     Adult Content: We do allow adult content on Blogger, including images or videos that contain nudity or sexual activity. If your blog contains adult content, please mark it as 'adult' in your Blogger settings. We may also mark blogs with adult content where the owners have not. All blogs marked as 'adult' will be placed behind an 'adult content' warning interstitial. If your blog has a warning interstitial, please do not attempt to circumvent or disable the interstitial - it is for everyone’s protection.
      It looks like I'm good to go, since this blog is set to adult. 
      Too bad I can't make money off of this blog, advertisers won't touch it with a hundred foot pole, but that's okay.  What I have in mind is more about expressing what I want to.
      I can't bare to be restricted anymore.  I'm at the point where I am suffering.  It's an annoying kind of feeling to be restricted.  For example, if I make a drawing of a nude woman in art class, facebook doesn't find that acceptable. 
      DeviantArt is better as a site.  They allow nudity, and depictions thereof, but no erections are allowed.  What fun is that?  No one has bought any of my artwork on that site, so I haven't bothered to post anything there lately.
      I just looked at FetLife.  I have an account, but they charge $5 a month for full access to the site, and who wants to do that?  I'd rather put that money into my online gaming.
      I guess what I need is a proper X-rated website, but I don't know how to get one yet. 
      For now, I'll use this blog as a form of expression, and to get my art 'out there'.
      I want to show that sexuality is just a normal thing, instead of being cordoned off into the distant and obscure corners of society.
      I also just want to write about things, besides just posting naughty pictures.
      I want to provide some real content.

      Well, I am glad I wrote this.  I feel better now, and I feel that I have a direction to go in.

      I am looking forward to posting some new things, just for the hell of it, to have some fun, and to push some boundaries of what art is, and can be.

      I basically agree with Matt Stone and Trey Parker who consider that 'Pornography Is An Art Form'.  When they said that, it changed my thinking about it.

      Shame and Guilt is no good, but Enjoyment of Life is.

      Thanks for reading.

     Fuck.  I haven't written on this or any other blog for a long time, at least six months it feels like.  I didn't have a reason to write a blog entry.  I don't even know if I do now.
     I'm just listening to a Conan The Barbarian audiobook on youtube, and playing EverQuest on four accounts, having a good time.
     How are you?  I might as well ask, as this seems to be my most popular blog.  I can't make any money off of this one, because it is set to 18 & Over, but I don't know why I'm bitching about it.  I haven't made a cent off of any blog.  If I have made money, I certainly haven't figured out how to get paid yet.
     Oh well, I won't worry about that today.  I just want to have a good time, because that is what life is about, right?  Yes, it is, indeed.
     Did you know that the proper use of commas can make the difference between good writing and bad?  Many who write don't really understand commas.  If they would learn, their writing would be better, or at least more readable, so people wouldn't think that person is mad.

     Haha, anyway, yeah, I'm completely insane, but I'm functioning.

     Why am I writing this shit?  I don't know.  It is something to do, while I spend my Sunday dicking around.

     I just had some nice homemade broccoli, carrot, and bean soup, and it was damn good, let me tell you, better than store bought.  It is easy to make, too.  Put some hot water in a pot, add broccoli, carrots, and a can of beans, and cook.  Adding tobacco makes it awesome, so you can get the hot of the soup, and the slight hot of the tobacco, which makes it heaven.  Too much tobacco makes it into a pleasant Hell.

     I haven't figured out what I want to do with my blogs yet, or if there is even a point.

     I'm going to take a nap.

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     I slept well, waking up to my Conan audiobook, and thinking of naked women.

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     If you enjoy my writing, and you want to buy some art from me, give this link a try:  http://fineartamerica.com/profiles/david-lovins.html

     I'm an artist, you know, and my job is to sell art.  It is what I do.

     It is not easy making a living as an artist.  I do not recommend it as a career choice.

     Anyway, I've got a big night ahead of me at the bar, and hopefully, I will sell some art.  That would be nice.  I had tough crowds this weekend.

     Thanks for reading, gotta go.


    

     Fuck.  This blog has 50,000 hits now.  That is amazing.  Too bad I can't monetize it.  I don't know how to do that anyway.
     It was another morning of waiting to get into the bathroom.  I have to wait because there are other people in the building, and not enough toilets.  It's an old building.
     Anyway, I've got my coffee, my cigs, and I'm listening to 'Almuric' by Robert E. Howard.  It is pretty good.  He is known more for his 'Conan The Barbarian' stories, but could write, and often did, in other genres.  Anything to make a living, I suppose, which I have found to be not easy.
     I also have my slot machines on facebook running.  I like video slot machines.  They are fun, and I don't have to interact much.  All I have to do is watch.
    
     I have had some success on two websites.  The first is pixels.com.  Look in their search bar under 'David Lovins'.  Hell, here is the link...http://pixels.com/profiles/david-lovins.html
     I have sold around twenty-five things so far, and I'm looking to sell more.
     The second website is zazzle.com.  I've sold four things on that one now.  I am pleased.  http://www.zazzle.com/mbr/238705347389196717
     Of course, I would like to sell a million items.  That would be a life changer.  So, it is in my interest to promote all that I can.
    
     Meanwhile, I need 91,000 hits to get a million on youtube.  It has taken me years to get this far.  Not many people watch my channel.  https://www.youtube.com/user/DavidLovins67  Progress is being made slowly, though, and I'm happy.

     Besides this stuff, I don't have much going on in my life.  I go to the coffee shop and the bar every day and night.  It is fun.  I work on my art and writing in each place.  I like what I do, and sometimes I make money.

     I want more out of life, though.

     Wish me luck.

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     I am back from the café.  A friend of mine saw an upskirt or this pretty Mom.  I suspected that there might be something to see, but I didn't want to be rude by trying to look.  But he saw the dark forest, I suppose.....hahaha.
     I got to see a good one when I was at the bar last week.  She lifted up her foot on the bench, and the whole thing was shown.
     I am glad women don't wear underwear at times.

     I don't even know if I am allowed to write about this stuff, otherwise, I would go into even more detail.
     This blog is eighteen and over, but I don't know what Google's policies are exactly when it comes to text and pictures here.

     I want to find out, because I am sick and tired of having to edit myself all the time.

Zombies

     I have been wanting to write about zombies in the last couple of days.  It has really been a predominating thought, and theme that I wanted to work on.
     I had an idea of just writing about what would happen if there was a zombie outbreak in San Francisco, and what I would do in the case of that happening.
     The first thing I would do is to get as many supplies as I could.  I would need lots of fresh water and canned goods.
     I live in a basement of an office building, so if the doors are locked down here, the zombies would have a hard time getting in.  That part is good.
     Eventually I would have to leave, though.  That would present a problem.
     I have two bikes.  I would have to stock up on inner-tubes, which is usually the thing that goes out first on a bike.  It would be helpful if I had extra tires, too.
     I would be fucked if the power went out.  It would be pretty dark down here, and I would burn out using candles all the time.  However, I have a manual typewriter, so I could type to my hearts content.
     I am an artist, so I could sit around and make art, so at least I wouldn't get bored.  I have plenty of art materials to keep me busy for a long time.
     Also, there is lots of furniture down here to barricade the doors with, so that would be a plus.
     The bathroom is one flight up.  In theory, I could build barricades so I could get into the bathroom, and it would keep out the zombies, which would be good.
     I know nothing about firearms, so that would be bad.  I could learn how to shoot guns if someone taught me.  Or, I could be responsible and learn as much as I can about guns while I still have the internet.
     If the internet went out during a zombie attack, I would be bummed out.  It is one of the few things that keeps me going in real life.  It provides communication with others, and of course, porn, which helps keep my morale up, among other things.

     A shovel would be handy in the case of a close encounter.  I would be able to crush the zombie's skull in.

     Lots of people in San Francisco have firearms, and know how to use them, so there is a good chance that many humans would survive.

     I decided long ago that I would rather be in San Francisco for a zombie invasion than in Los Angeles, which would be much more difficult to escape from.

     Alcatraz might actually be a good place to escape the zombies, unless that area got infected, too.

     There are a lot of elderly people in San Francisco, and infirm people, so they would die.  They can't take care of themselves.  The city would stink from all the dead bodies.

      People who think they are tough, the gangster types, might do well at first, killing as many zombies as they could, but they would get into fights with each other, and would kill humans, too, as they loot stores, and try and take control of the area.  I don't have much faith in gangsters or thugs.  They just aren't good people.  The zombies would eventually get them.

     People in jail would be fucked if no one let them out.

     Hospitals would be over-run.

     If I had a chance, I would go North, where there aren't as many people.  Maybe I could find a remote area. 

     Maybe I could find some like-minded souls to live with, and be safe.

     I would stock up on cigarettes and booze, that is for goddamn sure.

     As long as I had electricity, I could play video games on my PS2, haha.

     I suppose eventually I would have to find a woman to repopulate the Earth with, if I survived.

     She would eventually betray me, or I would get sick of her, and bail, I suppose.

     She would not like my drinking and smoking, that is for sure.

     Anyway, knowing my luck, I probably wouldn't survive a zombie invasion.

     If I got turned into a zombie, I would hope my corpse would kill as many humans as possible.

    

    

     Fuck.

     Hello.

     If you are reading this, I hope you are eighteen or over.  Preferably, I hope you are twenty-one or over.

     I didn't know anything when I was eighteen.  At least when you are twenty-one, you are old enough to have a drink.

     For some reason, I can not upload the picture I want from my memory card.  Damn.  It was of some napkin art that used the word 'fucked', as in 'Signifier of The Fucked'.  Some guy from Germany bought this napkin art last night, and I wanted to show it.  I can't put it on my art website because of the profanity.  It is frustrating.  I can't put it on facebook, either, but I can put it here.

     I need a website where I can do whatever I want.

     I don't know how other people get away with it.  I always seem to get into trouble, or my content gets rejected.

     I am sick of it.

     I just want a site where I can do porn, art porn, and use profanity.

     Nudity is a no-no on most sites.  To me, it is just a part of life, as is everything else I am interested in.

     An erect penis is a no-no.....haha.  Any kind of genitalia is right out.  Can't have any of that. 

     So what can I do?  I don't know.  Anything too clean bores the shit out of me.

     I'm not into saccharine.  I had enough of that from religion and Disney.

     I don't know what I am getting at right now.  I suppose I am just frustrated.

     I have to edit myself for youtube.  I've been doing a pretty good job lately to not swear in my videos. 

     Vimeo is a site that allows profanity.  There is a setting, so people can know what they are getting beforehand, which is good.  They also allow nudity.  But no erections....haha.

     So, I need some kind of site that allows porn material, and where I can swear, and do my thing.  Maybe there is something out there for me.  I'll have to keep looking until I find a way to do what I want. 

     I see nothing wrong with making an animation video where teddy bears are fucking.  I would think it is funny.  But to find a place on the web where I can put that stuff is....not easy.

     People have their panties in a bunch.

     I have to use clean language with my Mormon brothers because they don't like it.  Meanwhile, my two sisters don't seem to mind swearing at all....haha.

     Anyway, thanks for reading, and allowing me to vent a little today.  I feel better already.

    

    

     Fuck.  I get so frustrated on the web because I just want to use profanity, and people get their panties all in a bunch, especially advertisers.
     And here I am on my most popular blog, and I know that's what people want, but advertisers stay away from this shit.
     Look at Howard Stern and how successful he is on Sirius radio.  He can swear, and people love it.
     Anyway, that is the state of the world.
     Somehow I have to find more sites where I can do what I want, and post what I want, without anyone giving a shit.
     I certainly don't.
     I find that profanity can be pretty funny.  So can nudity and porn

     I grew up Mormon, so I'm sick and tired of all this uptightedness which I find limiting.

     .

     Hello.  I have not written on this or any other blog in quite some time.

     By the way, this is by far, my most popular blog.

     It is easy to see why.

     It is because of the profanity and the adult content...haha.

     I do not know if it is mature, though....haha.

     Anyhow...I've had a lot of trouble on my computer, but it is completely fixed now.  We did a 'PC Reset' and things work fine.  We even got EverQuest to work, and I was having problems with that for a year.

     It all started with installing Windows 10, and then I couldn't get a single online game to work, much to my distress.

     I like online games, and I want them to work.

     When I get home, or wake up, I just want to kill and get xp.  It gives me a sense of accomplishment.

      There is nothing better than a good online game and a good cup of coffee in the morning.

     I am single, so I don't have to worry about some woman getting in the way.  I also live alone, more or less, so I can do what I want.  I am an artist, and I need lots of alone time.

     Anyways...life is good, but there is much room for improvement.

     I am trying to figure out how to get paid from pixels.com.  I have been selling my art off of their website.  I am on there as 'David Lovins' if you want to take a look.
     I discovered that I was getting paid because of my mistake of typing in my gmail address wrong.  Hopefully they will be able to pay me now.  Artists need money, you know, just like anyone else.

     I am not a non-profit organization.  People ask me for discounts on my art all the time.

     Eventually, I will have to give youtube my tax information so I can get paid from them, too.

     It ain't easy to make money on the web, but I'm trying.  It takes time, even years.

     I'm just happy my computer is fixed so that I can get down to business, and have some fun.

     I have one brother where to spend time writing a blog makes no sense to him, as there are no results.  I do it because I love to write, and I like blogs.