This might be one of the least popular blogs in the world.

     Maybe people read this by chance, or not at all.  Or maybe the hits I have gotten was just some accident.  I don't know.
     I like to write, and possibly spew.
     I've been having trouble making myself write on this blog, though I know if I keep doing it, that I will get more hits eventually.
     I heard on a Howard Stern news report that one blogger made $24,000 in a year.  Is that true?  It could be, if lots of people go to his site, and he earns advertising revenue.  I am glad it happens.  For it to happen to me would be nice, but I guess I need to work harder.  I am not sure.  Or work smarter.  Not sure about that, either.  People watch and read whatever the hell they want to.  Why in god's name would they read my ramblings?  No reason at all.
     I've had lots of ideas for this blog, but now that I am here, I am drawing blanks.  Let's see, I woke up today, being late for yoga, so I sluffed that, preferring to go to the coffee shop.  I literally ended up making a comic book page about a cute bunny fucking a brunette with pigtails who wanted to get fucked.  Haha.  I saw a beautiful girl with pigtails walking down the street, and she became the subject of my comic book page.  It was a fun page to draw.
     My coffee was good.  I enjoyed sitting out there.  It was a little cold, but I managed to get some work done.
     Mostly, it has been about 'Clone Wars Adventures' today.  I made some money, and continued with my building, which is a lot of fun for me.  It is the part of the game that I like the most.  It is a lot of fun.  I enjoy it.
     I was miffed at first by the building.  It was more complicated than building in 'Free Realms'.  I like it more now.  It is a challenge, and I like it.  I am experimenting with architecture, almost a dream come true.  People can visit me on my lot, so it is a cool thing to build a fun play area in a video game.  It is amazing technology.  Never before could this happen, it is awesome.
     The game does get boring, because 'Mine Buster' seems to me to be the best way to make money in the game, so I play that one over and over and over again.
     I enjoy the friendships on the game, and the kids from Clone Wars watch my videos, so it gives my channel hits, which is what I want.  Also, they like to be filmed, so that is good.
     Dialogue in the game is a challenge, with the dialogue box being heavily edited, but there are ways around it.  Hard to communicate, though, when the person doesn't know how to navigate the chat box too well.  It can be frustrating if the person does not have a good vocabulary, and doesn't understand how to form cohesive sentences.
     I am glad to be writing.  I don't know why I delay.  Once I am doing it, I fly.
     Days past, I would just sit at my typewriter, and no one would ever read what I wrote.  At least on the blog, there is a chance someone will read it.
     On the other hand, I don't know if I even want people to read what I write.  I feel naked doing this more than just about anything else.  It is easier for people I don't know to read this, than for people I know.  That is scary, because that affects how they think of me.
     But I don't care, everyone has their own lives.
     Anyway, I played some facebook games yesterday.  The only way I can justify playing so many video games, is that they will end up being videos on youtube, and there is a huge audience out there for people who like to watch video game videos.  I am trying to tap into that.  So far, it is working pretty good.  My art videos, on the other hand, are not doing well at all, but maybe the video game videos are an accessible doorway for people to watch my other stuff.  That is fine with me.
     Currently, an out of tune band that sounds mediocre to me is rehearsing.  It would be better for me if they did not play at all.  They just sound tedious to me, and derivative, without the talent to deliver the goods.
     Anyhow, so Clone Wars is going good.  I barely touch Free Realms anymore, though I like to go in there and build, too.
     Meanwhile on the horizon is Lord of The Rings Online.  That game kind of freaks me out, it is very intensive and realistic.  I love it, though, and enjoy playing it when I am on.
     I still have EverQuest to play for Christ's sake.
     Not to mention EQ II.
     Okay, I have plenty of games to play. 
     It is the video game life.
     I guess the idea is to write tons of blogs, to see what will happen.
     Yeah, I don't know why anybody would read this.  But you never know what people will like.  I have no idea.
     I guess if I worked on my writing more, something would happen.  I am trying, it ain't easy.
     A lot of kids don't even bother to spell words correctly, because it is fashionable to be stupid.  Let's see them get jobs when they are out of school.  Not knowing how to spell or write gets old really fast when you got college classes or you can't get a decent job.
     I'm one to talk.  I can actually read and write and that hasn't gotten me very far at all.  Of course, one day I am hoping it will, but I need fans, and people who read my shit.
     Let's see..what else?  So I love to listen to Howard Stern on youtube, but even that gets old.  I can only listen to so much of that, but then I listen to other stuff and I am not as entertained, so I go back to Howard and Robin.
    Artie Lang, what a fat fuck.  I love Artie, and I despise that fat tub of lard.  I wonder how he is doing?  Probably not especially well.
     So, I never won the popularity contest in school.  I did not even try.  I just tried to be myself, without putting on a show all the time for cheap attention.  I was jealous of guys who got attention from females.  I wasn't even smoking and drinking, and I was young and skinny, and mostly ignored.  Man, I thought people cared about art, they could give a fuck.  Haha.  It is the same way today.  I have not figured out how to get people to care about my art, or to even see it, even though it is available on youtube.  They just don't care, and why should they?  I don't blame them.
     Let's see...what else?  Let's see, can't talk about family...that is a no-no.  I don't know why.  I guess they don't want to be talked about.  Oh well.  Their loss.  I would love for them to talk about me.  It would just be free advertising.
    Let's see, I've been thinking about 'The Land of Oz'.  I don't know what sense that place makes.  Or what it means.  It is just make-believe, though growing up, I was wishing that place was real.  Now I got 'Free Realms' and it is the same thing.  Same kind of magic innocent land with pixies and fairies and magic and all the good stuff, and women in flowing elegant dresses or whatever, and armored men who can kick ass.
     Let's see...what else?  I don't know.  I just know I love to write.  I am pretty happy just letting my fingers move across the keyboard.  It took me years to get used to this computer shit.  I liked manual typewriters the best, I liked the ebb and flow.  Now I am used to this, and I barely touch my manual typewriter.  No one will read what I type there, so I don't bother.
     I like to share what is going on in my life and in my mind.  It is fun.  I hope no one holds it against me for being me.  I like being me, and if other people don't like it, then fuck them.
     People seem to be nosy about what I write and draw in public places.  They are always copping for a peek, but never say anything.  I notice their eyes.  I guess they are just curious.  I try not to peek or look at people's shit, or try to read the titles of the books they are reading, it is a little intrusive.  Okay, sometimes you can't help it.  Certain situations you can't ignore.
     I keep wanting to write about the behaviors of men in the YMCA locker room.  I walk into the steam room with a towel wrapped around me.  Sometimes, every body is completely nude and naked in there.  Sometimes, some are naked, and some have towels.  Sometimes everyone has towels, but then a completely nude man will walk in, not even holding a towel, apparently completely fine with imposing his nudity on the other men, who may or may not like it, or might not care, or some might care, or some might enjoy it a lot.  Anyways, there are lots of things I notice.  There seems to be an equal mix of gay and straight men.  Personally, I don't need to see male ass.  Only at times is it interesting if it is for some art thing.  I would much rather see naked women, that is more my thing.
    Let's see, I haven't gotten laid in a while.  I would like to rectify that situation soon, but that is impossible unless there is some woman who wants me to fuck her.
    One of the things I've been thinking about is the population of the world.  There are so many people.  Basically, we can not take care of the people we have, and there aren't enough jobs.  People go to bed hungry, well, some people don't have beds.  Or food.  Or a place to live.  Or clean drinking water.  So, it is a fucked up world basically.
     Humans aren't that important, or are they?  Only certain ones, I guess.  I am not very important, nobody takes me seriously, and why should they?  No reason at all.
     I can't get published.  I haven't tried.  Why bother?  No one reads anymore. 
    Well, they read a lot, actually.  It's just not always books.  They got their portable electronic devices.
     Man, I am really going with the words.  Happens, when I get on a roll.  I am not really writing about anything at this point, just spewing.  Maybe someday I will go over this, and edit...or not.  I  don't like to edit myself.
     I want to talk about dick and penis and vagina and orgasms and sex.  That sounds fun, but then I get bored after three minutes, like most people.  I just like to pump and cum, anyhow.  No, that isn't true.  Anyway, I am confused about the subject.  No, I am not.  I like sex, and I like all sexual things.  Well, some of the things, I don't like it all.  It isn't always pretty.  I am just fascinated, and sometimes I get pretty horny.  Booze makes me horny in a hungry way.  I've actually been successful to get laid while slightly inebriated.  It works, and it helps that I like to drink.  Hey, getting drunk is how the human race has populated itself.  Women are so passive, and understated in meeting me.  They don't care, and have nothing to say to me, nor I to them, except, 'Hey, you want to get it on?"  I don't enjoy talking that much in general, unless I am in the mood.  I am a sucker for people taking advantage of my willingness to listen.  My comprehension is good, so I can help piece together their fucked-up scattered minds.
     I have not been reading much.  The only book I am reading when I bother to open the pages is 'Conan The Barbarian'.  When I read it, it is good.  I enjoy the prose.  Robert E. Howard is a good writer.  Too bad he shot himself in the head.  Writers are fucked up people.  Imagine writing Conan in Texas during the thirties?  No one gave a shit about his work.  Now it is an online game, and there is a new Conan movie coming out. 
     Well, well, well.  That is enough damage for now.  I really enjoyed writing this entry.  It is mostly about nothing, just about shit that has been in my mind.  I haven't even bothered to empty out all of mind's contents.  Maybe I will at some future point when the next idea comes.

!@#$ and Clone Wars Adventures, and other uses of some popular key words.

     This blog isn't exactly catching on like wildfire.  Wow, I've made 80 cents so far.  It seems to me to be a better use of my time to make videos for youtube, where at least I get some hits.  The problem is, there is no way to make money for that, at least not that I know of.  I'll keep going with everything, though, and just have a good time.  I like writing in general, and I like writing on this blog.
     When I am making a video, or involved in an online game, I often get into blog mode, but I am involved in something else, so it is hard to break away from it.
     I basically have at least one blog entry a day in me.  Sometimes I can do up to ten entries.  It depends if I am on a roll or not.
     I might as well put 'Clone Wars' in the title, as a lot of people seem to like that.  The game and television series is a smash hit, it looks like to me.  The kids love that shit.  The game is fun, I'm on that thing every day.  I am 'Dirk Wampaflash' if you ever want to add me as a friend.  I have over 700 friends on that game already, so it is hard to give attention to every one.  I do the best I can.  Most people just say 'hello' if anything at all.  Nothing deep.  The chat box does not allow for involved conversation anyhow.  It's almost strange to be able to use my full language capacity here in this blog, I get edited so much on both Clone Wars and Free Realms.  They are kids games, but as an adult, I find them challenging.  I like them.  I like the graphics and the game play, and my favorite thing on those two games is I get to build things in three-dimensional computer world space.  I love games that let you build.  It is great.  Every online game should have a building function as standard.  It is a great way to individualize so people can distinguish themselves a little. 
     I still like EverQuest, I don't care what people say.

     Anyway, I had a good coffee at the cafe.  I got to listen to two German guys talk for an hour.  Nice to hear a different accent.
     I sluffed yoga.  I decided to give my teacher and fellow students a break from me today.

     I spent three hours on making, "CWA- Brandon Nicholas - "Grooving on MJ's Billie Jean".  It's on youtube.  The first Brandon Nicholas video I made got fifty hits in its' first day, and I was like, "whoa...this kid is popular" so that is why I decided to go all out on the next video.  Seventy-seven hits on two videos for this kid.  To me, that is youtube gold.
     Hey, lots of hits on my channel basically means lots of exposure and free advertising.

     I keep thinking of writing a blog entry on the subject of 'masturbation', but I haven't gotten around to it yet, haha.  In a way, every entry is a form of masturbation on this blog.

     So basically, I wake up in the morning, light up a cigarette, and try to find a Howard thing on youtube that I haven't listened to yet, and that is how I start my day.  Then I try to be as creative as possible, and get as much done as I can.  I spend days and weeks doing this, and I try to keep in motion, and not be too lazy.  Making art takes a lot of energy, and sometimes your body is ready to go, but the mind has no ideas, and it works the other way, too, where your mind is brimming with thoughts, but your body says, "No way, pal, I'm sitting on my ass or laying down for the next hour, fuck you, I ain't moving."

     Haha.

     Anyway, what's next?  Just having a good time, and grooving on Clone Wars, Lord of The Rings Online, and other games.
     I guess I could play guitar every day, and be a musician, but I like being an artist.  I guess I could have done both.  I liked watching cartoons when I got home from school, I didn't feel like picking up an instrument, not that I had one anyhow.  To think, I could have been a talented musician by now.  Being a musician ain't all it's cracked up to be anyhow.

     I suppose in order for me to reproduce, I have to earn a good salary.  That is one of the things a woman needs is financial security.  Well, I need that, too.  I could always marry a woman for her money, but that never works.  Then I would have to kiss up to her, and be her bitch, and that would be no fun at all.

     I guess to earn some money, I had better get my ass moving, and do something.  I'm an artist, though, and I just don't think I would make a good sales clerk.

     I put symbols in the title because '****' is my number one blog entry.  You never know what people will like in this world.  I guess the idea is that if people do click on your shit, that the least you can do is not disappoint them.
     I have looked at so many websites and crap, and the worst feeling is that you have spent your time looking up somebody's shit, and it sucks.

     Here is a picture for those who need visual stimulation.  Actually, text only is kind of a strain on the eyes, a nice picture can ease the mind, and act as an emotional indicator.  Colors can help create a mood.

"Hello, Human Race"

     Again, that was the first title that came to mind.  It just happens automatically, and then I kind of 'go with it'.  Eventually, I just write about the same shit anyway, so the title doesn't really matter anyhow, except I guess to attract humans to read the blog, based on if the title appeals to them.  I don't really care if people read this or not.  A movie can have a great title, and still be a shitty movie. 
     "Where The Wild Things Are" was a movie with a title with great promise.  Five minutes into the movie, I knew I was in for a real sucktastic experience, which turned out to be true.  It seems it would have been better to just photograph the pages of the book, have someone read the story, and that would be the movie.  Sometimes Hollywood people get all fancy because they have more money and props than they know what to do with, and then the movie ends up being shit.
     Meanwhile, a 14 year old can make a Lego animation video that millions will watch on youtube because it has some soul to it, and some real interest in the subject matter.

     Anyway...my blog update is that thirty-one people have seen my 'The Sexual Proclivities of The Fantastic Four' making it my fourth highest viewed blog entry.  It just goes to show that you never know what people will like, so the idea is to just put everything out there, and let people decide if they like it or not.
     I have been aware that there is a market for 'superhero porn'.  I found hentai videos of The X-Men fucking each other, so I know there are people out there who like that shit.
     Having The Thing fuck Sue Richards is well, very heterosexual of me, in my opinion.  Comic books these days seem a little gay to me, because everyone is in costumes, and men and women don't seem to have much interest in each other, but everyone is into their real cool costumes.
    Makes me think about making a superhero based on Neil Young, and just have him be all scruffy, but he has awesome powers.

     My youtube update is that I got 51,000 hits on the new channel, and 330,000 on the old one.
     I got 500 hits yesterday, due in part to the fact that it was William Shatner's 80th birthday, so I guess they watched my William Shatner videos.

     I had a good yoga class today.  There was a woman showing off her muscular back, so when I see that, it's like an anatomy lesson for me.  I love women with muscular backs, it is fascinating to me.  I think she had breast implants, though, because when she lay down, her breasts seemed to be like two jello molds resting there.  Still looked damn cute, though.  I wish I could have whipped out my drawing pad and started drawing.

     I had a nice coffee at my outdoor office location today, and was drawing yoga women from memory.  I try to remember what I can, then the memories slowly dissipate, especially in the new environment, and then it was a little cold today, and then I start noticing the cute office women. 
     There was a woman in a gray office skirt whose ass would not be done justice with a no. 2 pencil.  I needed a large sketchpad and some charcoal to really get the luscious form of her butt in all its dimensions.


     I watch porn off of redtube, and there is this reoccurring red-haired guy that doesn't seem especially good-looking or in shape or anything, but he sure does seem to bang a lot of hot women.  He must be a nice guy while on the set, so people like to work with him.  So he seems to be playing his cards right doing what he likes to do.  Getting paid, fucking women...seems like a good life.  He seems to be having a good time.  Doesn't seem like he would do too well with women in the real world, but in the porn world, he gets laid a lot.

     People judge the porn world I guess.  Some of the women start out working at Domino's Pizza or Burger King, and after six months they realize how much that sucks, and how miserable their lives will be making minimum wage, so they get into porn, have fun, make their money, and hopefully save up enough money to do what they want, raise kids, or do whatever they want later in life.
     I grew up Mormon, and they were always telling us not to look at porn, but I wanted to see naked women, so that's what I did.
     They also told us not to masturbate when I didn't even really know what that was.  I used to have this weird guilt about jacking off, as if God was watching.  I eventually realized that was impossible because even if there was a god, I don't think he would care if I was jacking it off or not.
    Jesus Christ probably masturbated just to try it out when he was a teen.

     Let's see, what else?  They took out the coffee machine at the cigarette store next door.  Dang.  I hope they get coffee back in there soon.  I like going there to get coffee.

     I was thinking I could put more videos in my blog entries.  I could give that a try.  I don't know if people care or not about that.  I'm all over youtube, that seems to be good enough.

    
     This is a video I made today that I put on youtube.  I like the Howard Stern show a lot, and Sal's pitch for a movie idea seemed to me to be a good subject for a slide show video.

     I generally like anything that has to do with 'Frankenstein'.  I've read the book five times, which is a masterpiece of literature.
     Films of 'Frankenstein' are hit and miss.
     The 1931 Frankenstein is incredible even if you just look at the Black and White contrast of the compositions, and how it was filmed.  Someone who knew art and photography really knew what they were doing.
     Meanwhile, I saw a silent film version of 'Frankenstein', and it was just awful.
     The Frank movie with Kenneth Branagh and Robert DeNiro was a hard watch...Bob did not make a good Frankenstein.
     Want to read the best presentation of Frankenstein in book form?  Read the Marvel Comics one with the Berni Wrightson illustrations.  That one is incredible.   

     A note about 'Young Frankenstein'.  Careful giving Mel Brooks too much credit.  Gene Wilder wrote the script, and gave a historic performance.
     Mel Brooks' 'High Anxiety' which was made a couple of years after...I've never been able to sit through the whole thing.

     Let's see...what else to write about?  Tons.  Just depends if I want to or not.  Lots on my mind.
     I did choose to put black type on a white background on this blog so people could actually read it if they wanted to.  People get all fancy with multi-colored type and backgrounds, but I just want my page to be easy to read.  A lot of people are on trains while they look at their portable electronic devices, and it is hard enough to read when everything is shaking around, without lots of distracting things on the screen.  That is my guess.  I don't have a portable electronic device yet.

     So I skimmed over the google license agreements for posting video.  I'm still not exactly sure what I can or can not do here.  I just want to obey the law, and not infringe on anyone else's rights.  The images I took off the web, and I took the Howard audio from someone else's video.  I did my best to arrange the material in a creative way, and of course, to humor myself.

     Eating an orange seems like a good idea. 

     I could use some coffee, too.  It is always a good time for coffee.

     "Good-bye, Human Race".  Until next time.

"It's All a Bunch of Shit"

     Again, the first title that came to mind as I sat down to do this blog.  I guess shit is the theme today, as it was a subject on facebook.
     My friend and I were talking about shit.  It was funny.
     I downloaded the update for 'Lord of the Rings Online', and got some xp with my character Daktharr.
     I played some Clone Wars Adventures, but I haven't been able to make it through all ten levels of 'Crisis Ziro' yet on hard difficulty.  I keep fucking up on level 7,8, or 9.  I think I made it to level 10 once, but couldn't finish it.  If you die, you have to start from level 1.
     I also have not been able to finish all fifteen levels on 'Mine Buster' on Clone Wars Adventures on the hard difficulty.  It pisses me off, so I keep trying and trying.  Someday, I'll get it.

     I watched some Buster Crabbe in 'Flash Gordon Conquers The Universe' from 1936 last night.  Buster did good in that role.  I've never been able to watch his Buck Rogers, because he wears the same belt as he did in 'Flash Gordon' and that kind of ruins the believability factor.
     I watched a lot of those Flash Gordon serials growing up.  They are still somewhat watchable.  Buster gives a good performance as does the guy who played Ming The Merciless.  Some of the delivery of lines from actors aren't that good, and the writing is 'challenged'.  The sets are good, as are the costumes.
     George Lucas pretty much invented 'Star Wars' when he couldn't get the film rights for 'Flash Gordon' so he just came up with his own thing, which was a lot better.  Only so much you can do with The Planet Mongo.
     I've seen 'Flesh Gordon'.  That was pretty good.  It has some clay animation and a naked girl in the spaceship, which is always fine with me.
     There hasn't been too many films about naked girls getting rescued from claymation monsters.  Hollywood is going to have to step it up.

     A remake of 'Flesh Gordon'....haha.  CGI and in 3-D.

     Well, I guess I should go to yoga.  My life is falling apart, and I don't have any job offers, so I have to do something about that.

"The Sexual Proclivities of The Fantastic Four" comic book page - The Invisible Girl Seduces The Thing

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I guess I'll try and write a blog a day OR Peanut Butter and Jelly Cracker Sandwiches

     I always liked the Rocky and Bullwinkle cartoons.  Their episodes had two titles.  As a kid watching that show, I was just trying to figure out what the hell was going on with the story.  Broken up into two short stories an episode, what actually happens in the narrative is hard to put together.  I have Season 1 on dvd, but still need the other episodes.  I have the general idea, but maybe it is time to see what Wikipedia has on the subject.
     The Rocky and Bullwinkle movie was a piece of shit.  The first two minutes was good, where it was just an animated cartoon, except more thickly drawn to try and be fashionable with the hip-hop kids.  I didn't like that too much, but it turned out that it was better than the rest of the movie.  All I can say is, "What were they thinking?"
     Disney bought up 'Rocky and Bullwinkle', so that explains a lot about how a time-honored cartoon can be completely fucked up by a corporation who has their own agenda, instead of just making a simple, goddamn cartoon.  They put Backstreet Boys music in a Rocky and Bullwinkle movie.  Fuck them.

     Anyway, I bought some crackers, chunky peanut butter, grape jelly,  and a pair of socks at the dollar store.  I now have something fun to eat, and my feet will be in clean socks.  Not a bad thing for a rainy Saturday here in San Francisco.

     It does look like this blog is starting to get some hits, so I'll try and write an entry a day.  Some days I write four or five, depends on what is on my mind.
     Sometimes I want to blog, but I get entangled in these online games which are so much fun, and then the blog has to wait.  No big deal on the blog, I don't think anyone is anxiously awaiting the next installment.

     I like that I can put naked ladies on this blog and no one says a goddamn thing.  That is a nice freedom to have, so if I feel like doing it, I can do it.  I hate being restricted.

     In my family, even though everyone is adult, they prefer PG-13, which gets a little limited for me.

     It is a strange thing in this world, that most stuff has to be suitable for a thirteen year old.  Who decided that?  It's a carry-over from The Victorian Age, and Christian Revivalism.

     For the record, I like Christ and his teachings.  I like what Christ actually said and did.  The two-thousand years of religion in his name I'm not too crazy about, except when those religions help people.

     I did invent The Great Monkey God 'Ok-Ok'.  He is the one that lit the fuse that caused the explosion of The Big Bang, and by which The Universe was created, so that we may occupy a single, solitary planet on the edge of a galaxy in the midst of a billion other galaxies.
     I will have to storyboard this out, or make a comic book page of it.
     Then I will make the youtube video of it.

     For those that don't know, my youtube channel is DavidLovins67.  My old channel is KirkIndySoloSpock, but that channel is retired. 
     Between the two channels, I have over 900 videos on youtube.  A couple of my videos are great, and are watched.  Most are okay, nothing special.  Some really suck.  Just how it goes.

     I've been playing Clone Wars Adventures today with my character Dirk Wampaflash.  I was trying to master 'Ziro Crisis', I think it is called.  I spent over an hour trying to get through all ten levels on hard difficulty.  Great fun, it is a jumping game.  There is a nice rhythm you can get into with it.  I like it.

     One of the things I was thinking about is I don't have a woman on my ass to tell me when I can or can't play video games.  This pleases me a lot.
     Given the choice between a wife and kids or playing video games and being happy, I'll take the video games.  I've already experienced what it is to have crying kids in the house all the time, since my parents popped out eight kids.
     I've had enough crying to last me a life time, and too many of those have been my own, so fuck it.

     Anyway, I guess I'll get back to 'Lord of The Rings Online', a beautiful game.

     I like to solo a lot, because then I can paint, and just do my thing in Middle Earth.

Get Rid of The People in Your Life That Make You Unhappy

     If people around you don't bring you joy, just get rid of them, or leave.
     As an adult, you can make choices of who you hang out with.

     I was listening to Howard Stern, and he was talking about this with Robin.  I have to give credit where credit is due.

     Anyway, it is raining.  My cafe experience today was dampened by that.  I did manage to do a comic book page of 'California Man', my new superhero.  It's kind of my goof on superheroes. 
     I grew up on Marvel Comics, so a lot of my anger came from that.  Everyone was always pissed off in those comics.
     A lot of what Marvel publishes today is just awful.  I can barely look at it.  They are trying to get all fancy to appeal to the kids who like anime and all that crap.
     I like the cheap and simple comics printed on newsprint.
     Anyways, I don't know how the comic book industry is doing these days.  All I know is I'm not a part of it.  I don't think anyone would hire me to do comics.  I just want to do my own shit anyhow. 
     On the other hand, chain me to a comic book desk, keep the coffee coming, ashtray to the left, inkwell to the right, and I'll go at it...if you pay me.
     Otherwise, fuck it.  Comics are a pain in the ass to make, with very little reward for me, and no one cares about comics. 
     Well, the kids go crazy at the comic book conventions.
     These days, comic book shops are closing right and left.
     People still like superheroes, and comics, and all that.  I still like it all, too. 
     To just be a comic book guy and do that every day, well, I would find that limiting.  I have all kinds of art that I like to make.
     So how did I end up being such a loser?  I don't know.  I can't seem to make myself do what it takes to get a job.
     I'm kind of hoping I'll get famous on youtube, and someone will offer me a job, or something.
     I can't think of a company that I would want to work for right now.
     I go around San Francisco, and I don't see anything where I would fit in.
     I got to do something about that, but I feel like a square peg trying to fit into a round, generic hole.
     Anyhow, I had fun on 'Lord of The Rings Online' last night.  We did some fishing by a waterfall.  That was fun.  I'm still trying to figure out EverQuest, so it will be a long time before I figure this game out.  I don't even know how to shoot a bow and arrow yet, haha.
     So it is raining outside, and I'm sluffing yoga, and I'll just stay in and try and do stuff today, make some videos, drink some coffee, and have some fun.
     What else is there to do?  I don't know, nothing?
     One thing is for sure, I need some new facebook friends who are willing to cough up some money for my art.
     I need someone to pay off my student loan, so I can move on with my life. 
     I got to get that damn thing paid off.

     I keep thinking about putting pictures of my dick on this blog, and how that would be...haha.