I've given all I can give today, and I'm wiped out.

     Not really, I'm good for the go.  I've been making youtube videos for hours, and before that I was drawing all day long.  It's a good life.  Just need to get paid for it is all.  Someday.  At least I'm working on what I want to be doing, so that is something.

     This female Robin is one of my favorite things I drew today.  It came out good.    

     This drawing came out pretty good.  I worked two hours to get it like this.  It is pencil and marker.  I really took my time with it.

    

     Kitten Trek is the other thing I did that I liked.  Just a simple little cartoon, but it is pretty cute.

     'Dr. MeowCoy' was a name one of my brothers came up with.  He then said the word 'purr', and I came up with 'Purrhura'.  'Mewlu' he came up with.  I haven't come up with names for Chekov, Kirk, and Spock yet.  I did come up with 'The U.S.S. Litterprise' for the ship.

     So, I've been posting all my art on facebook to little effect.  Hardly anyone seems to care.  There's a handful of people who show some support, but I am putting up a lot of work.  I guess people are busy with their own stuff.  They don't realize or care that I am trying to develop as an artist and get paid for it.  Maybe they see me as busting their balls, or they hate me, or have apathy towards me, or whatever.  Maybe I'll just become a musician, too, and see if they like that.  Probably not.  Plus, the world has enough musicians, and a lot of them make some pretty bad music.

     Anyway, I need to find a job, pronto.  Eeeek.  I'm not a fan of working on someone else's art project, which is all a job is.  They hire me, pay me low, they keep the profits I help them to make.  They aren't in business for their health.  They want to make it just as bad as I do.  They want homes, cars, wives, what have you, just like anybody.

     It's all a living hell.  But, if I don't go for it, no one else will do it for me, so I have to.  It is very hard and difficult work, this art thing is.  I haven't even thought much of making paintings lately.  I don't have the room in my studio anymore, and I have to get that fixed.  I have bills.  I gotta figure out something that I can do for the next couple of years to keep things afloat.  I'm sure most of you know that...if there was anybody reading this blog...hahahahahahaha.   Just how it goes.

     I'll keep going whether anyone reads this or not.  One day I hope people will appreciate my work, and gulp, even pay me for it....more consistently.

     All I can do is smile.  I worked my ass off today.  :)