I had my coffee at the cafe. It is fun to sit there and smoke and write and take sips of coffee and watch people walk. I like to watch the women and girls. I like to see women in ankle length dresses because you don't see that often, but it looks beautiful. More women should wear long dresses, just as a counter-balance to all the women dressing in skimpy outfits all the time, which can get boring. Well, actually, I like skimpy outfits. I like it all. I like when they show their figures instead of covering up. I don't know what I am talking about, I'm just writing a bunch of bullshit.
Anyway, it is a good day. How are you? I am fine. I am feeling good, not that anyone cares, but I care, so I might as well have a good time.
No one reads this shit, so what do I care?
Anyway, so yes, I had a good time at the cafe. I saw a girl I used to work with. She didn't have much to say to me, she is in her own world, and I am not a part of her thoughts. No big deal. She is who she is. Live and let live.
Anyway, I finally made my 'Star Trek Paintings' video. It was the right day to do it, when I had a clear mind about it, which is usually why I procrastinate about doing certain things, because I have to wait until I am in the right frame of mind. The video came out good, I am happy about it. I still need to work on the actual paintings, and I still want to paint the Enterprise. I do not know what I am waiting for with that. So many things I want to paint is why. The green Orion slave girl I want to paint. Also, some of the Star Trek women who only show up in one episode I want to paint. And Charlie X. I want to paint him. He was a confused kid, haha, kind of playing the lost James Dean teen character.
Anyway, 37,000 hits on my new youtube channel, so that is coming along good. I like to make videos on youtube, and have people actually watch them. That is cool. I am hoping that eventually I will get some sales, fame, notoriety, anything, just so I can be a full-time working artist. That is what I want. I'm sick of working bullshit jobs that pay peanuts.
Anyway, I like doing my KDAV Radio videos, that is pretty fun. I am glad I finally got my oldest brother 'on the air'. He is out there, but it is possible he makes a good radio guest. He certainly knows how to fill up airtime. I think he is out there, though. But that is not my problem.
So, I like Howard Stern a lot, even though so much of his material is really goofy, and not really all that cool when you think about it. On the other hand, I am thoroughly entertained by Howard and his crew, and I have been for years, and I can't get enough. Fred is cool. I like Fred. He actually plays guitar really good.
Anyway, we'll see what happens today. I am hoping to get some painting done.
I took this photo while sitting outside of the cafe. Even though she is big and fat.....well, that doesn't matter. As an artist, it would be great to make a big painting of her. It would probably sell if I could do a good job of it. If I can make enough money selling paintings, I can hire models and make more paintings. I need an upgrade on my studio, with a cool place for my models to be. That would be rad. Someday, I hope to make that happen. I hope it happens soon, I ain't getting any younger.
It is kind of nice being 43. It is the perspective that comes with age that is pleasant. Certainly a lot less bullshit. But, it all becomes about money in this day and age. It is how people perceive you, that is the killer. Fuck all the rules, it makes no sense. I am an artist, I could give a fuck. I just want to smash people's pre-conceived notions about me, whatever they may be. I like people. They have treasures of knowledge in their minds.
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