Good Morning

It's Tuesday. I had a good coffee and writing session. I'm awake now, more or less. I go to yoga class in twenty minutes. That will be fun, and will further wake me up, and feel alive.

I made a video of my Popeye painting, and posted it. Took me all of ten minutes to do that. It went on too long, was hoping to do it all within twenty seconds, it took thirty. The words didn't come easily, but I like doing things in one take, and just being done with it.

I've been laughing to myself about business, and what I could have as a home service on Facebook, that I could go over to people's houses and draw them, clothed or naked, whatever they want. I'm no stranger to drawing naked bodies, I took life drawing for twenty years. The customer could kind of act as an art director, and they could have me draw them in the exact pose that they want. That might be fun.
Or maybe I could give art lessons, or tutor English or something. Gotta be something I could do for fun or profit, something that isn't a complete waste of time for me, which most jobs are.

I'm in a good mood. I feel good. That is something.

I like this period of time in my blog, just like I have with other sites that I start up. I just kind of wait and see what happens.

I'm forty-two hits away from 123,000 hits on youtube. I always like it when it crosses over another thousand hit mark.

I watched my 'Fat-Lipped Hog' video. I haven't seen that in a long time, haha. I sound like I'm being really sarcastic towards my source material for that line of dialogue.
You see, my oldest brother used to call me a 'fat-lipped hog' mercilessly, and it made me feel bad about myself, and I would cry. Then he just turned out to be a bastard anyway, and he's really overweight, so now I'm laughing, thirty-five years later.
I don't care if he reads this blog. It is unlikely that he will, he doesn't pay much attention to what I do, and never did.

He's not a bad guy in some people's eyes, I don't know what people think. All I know is that I use my art and writing to get whatever I need to get out of my system, so I can move on with my life. I don't like to live in the past, it is too painful. No point in it, besides.

I might have a reader or two on this blog, hard to tell. I would be curious to know who would read such a blog, haha. It's just a bunch of shit that naturally comes out of my mind.

The keyboard I type on is really cute. It's a little plug and play USB keyboard. I can really crank out the words on it, and my arms hang naturally. It's the best thing for blogging, to have your hands and arms feel really comfortable. I'm inclined to sit up straight when I blog, that is unusual for my computer habits. When I doing an online game, I get into slacker mode, unless I'm being attacked, which is often, haha.

I've been thinking about the line, "Laugh, and the world will laugh with you." I want to laugh and have the world laugh with me. That sounds much better than crying alone with your vodka, and having your tears drip down into the glass.

Also funny with the typing, that the words pour out, but my speech dialogue isn't wired too good. I didn't talk much as a kid. I had things to say, but not many listeners. It was just better to shut up most of the time.

Anyway, life is good, because I get to do what I want. But, I have to pay rent, I got bills, and I am going to have to rejoin the work force in some capacity. I got a good start with all my videos and computer activities, maybe something will happen, you never know. Nothing will happen if I do nothing, that is for sure, without a doubt. If I do something, at least there is a 0.0001% chance of something happening.

I figure I'll edit my blogs later, too hard to edit when I first write them, unless there is an obvious spelling or usage error.

Damn, gotta go, I'm late, but that was fun.