Strange and Bizarre

I've never been a fan of strange and bizarre shit, like what I just saw on youtube. Man poking himself with needles, man pregnant, or man squirting milk from his eyes. Just makes me cringe. I barely know what the point is.
I could do lots of stuff, but why would I want to?

I did see Pink's Logan's Run performance on youtube. It was reminiscent of the opening scene from that movie, with the robe, and the wires. Had to be pre-recorded music. Kind of hard to sing when you are spinning in the air nearly naked. I liked all the female bodies. I liked the performance, very brave of her. Makes me think of the cult of the body in L.A. Well, she definitely put herself out there. You have to do a lot to get attention in Hollywood. I think people will remember that performance. Maybe she'll get some film work or something.

I'm up at five in the morning. I put some more stupid videos on youtube, in some new categories, like the automotive section. It's the only way to get watched, to put a lot of videos in a lot of categories with a lot of different subject matter. It's the only way to get the videos to come up in searches. No one looks for me, but my videos show up when they look for other stuff, then they click on mine, sometimes.

I don't know what I'm doing.

More crazy stuff from my brother. I thought it was all about me, but it is really about him. He's never shy about telling me how everything fits into his own life. I don't think that stuff like an earthquake in Haiti even affects him. I mentioned it, but no response on that subject.
I think he has a hard time dealing with things outside of himself. It's all about how he experiences the world.
Hey, it's not easy to assimilate other people's opinions and viewpoints.

I didn't get much done last night. The bands played their crappy music, so I cranked up a Rolling Stones playlist, and let it rip. I just lay there in bed, listening, drowning out the other shit.

Sound is physical, the sound waves go through your body. If the music isn't good, I feel it, my body knows when it's not good.

Everyone is on youtube. It's no big deal. I shouldn't expect much of anything happening as a result. I have to figure out something else.
It's all part of my art, though. It is about the only way I have of getting my stuff out there. I had an art professor who always encouraged us to just 'put it out there'. Smart man.