I like the feeling of being able to write, and then publish instantly.

     It's fun.
     I am still looking for good blogs to read, especially from people I know.  I want to hear what they have to say about the world, or anything.
     I had a good coffee this morning, with some conversation thrown in there.  It's good to get my vocal chords working a little.  I've never been known for my great speaking ability.  I need to work on that.
     My friend brought me a tamale.  That was good to eat with my coffee, after a night of boozing it up a little.  However, it was the soggiest tamale I had ever eaten in my life.  The chicken part was good, though.
     Now I am just sitting here with an open road in front of me, like driving through the desert at night on the highway at 3:30 a.m. with the tunes blasting, and the cold air coming through the window to help keep me awake.
     Life is good, now to pay for it.

     Here is a drawing I did while waiting eleven minutes for the Bart train last night on the way home.  I did the inking and colors this morning.  It's a picture of me as a dog enjoying my drink and cigarette with lots of beautiful cuties around and they don't pay any attention to me, as usual, so I just sit there, and have a good time anyway.  What else can you do?  At least they don't run away, though some have, haha.

     Uh....It is one of those drawings that can be worked on, and improved upon.  Something like this has a life of its own.

     I think I would freak out if I knew people were reading my blog.  I don't know how I would respond.  No one comments, so I don't know what people think, or if they think anything at all.  Or if they care.  People don't respond to my youtube videos much, either.  Takes time, I guess.  Most of the comments on youtube are done by high schoolers, and they don't have much to say anyway except a bunch of bollocks.

     If my markers worked in the cold this morning, maybe a couple of the girls would have brown or red hair.

     It was a little chilly this morning, but no rain, thank god.  But it wasn't as cold as in Finland or Russia.

     It must be cold in The Ukraine.

     Like I said, I like to write.  I get a lot of pleasure from doing so, and I like to work out my thoughts in this way.
     But yeah, I don't know what I am doing, and I don't care.  I just like to write as if I am wandering around the park or something.
     I keep coming back to thoughts about Star Trek, and how I would like to make an original video based on Star Trek, but I am still in the research phase of that.
     I want to write some dialogues.  I will.  I used to do it all the time.
     When I go and have my coffee, it is like a writer's almanac session.  Shoot the shit with the guys, hear some shit talk, try and get some writing and drawing done.  I  love doing that, though sometimes the guys who have nothing to do will sit and blab for a long time, or use me as a therapy board...ugh.  Happens.
     ART?  What about that?  I don't know.  I'm doing my best with what I have.  I could use some more space, that is for sure.  It is not easy to paint in cramped quarters.  I need a big, fucking huge room with northern windows, and a big fucking radio, and a model's stand, and a place to do some fucking sculpture.  I also need a room with a big fucking painting rack, and lots of drawers that I can put all my fucking art materials and drawings in.  That would be fucking awesome.  That is what I would do if I had the fucking money.  So, I had better get the fucking money and make my dreams come true, fuck.  It takes time.  I need customers and clients, and people who generally just want to give me money for my shit, so I can make more shit, and take my art to the nth.  That is what the fuck I would want to do.

     I could go to fucking yoga right now...oops, I am late.  There is another class I can go to, but I have to pay some bills.

     I could use a fucking paycheck right about now.  I have to figure that shit out somehow.

     All I care about is making some art, and coming up with some video ideas today.  That sounds good.
     I'll think about some naked ladies, too.  That will be nice.  I like naked ladies.  All this clothing business gets to be too much sometimes.  There needs to be more random nudity in our society.  It's not even a big deal when you see it.  Too bad it is usually some dude.  I wish there was more female public nudity.  I would like that.  Most men are monkey-apes and don't know how to behave themselves, so that will never happen.  Ironically, women want to get naked as much as men, but it isn't really safe for them to do so in most situations.  Too bad.

     It is fun to be writing about nudity when everyone else is at the office.  I have a good life sometimes.  But this is the shit that I want to do.

     I discovered Kathy Griffin.  I like her, she is funny and talented and articulate.  I like the sound of her voice.  I want to learn more about her.