'It' is a funny word. It always gets in the way, though.
Anyway, it is raining outside, so it isn't too festive. Better than snow. I've had enough snow in my life to last a lifetime.
I don't like the cold. I would rather it be warm.
I like this picture. I took it off of youtube from a talented contortionist. I would post it on facebook, but some people don't have a sense of humor about these things. I'm not married, I don't care, I can do what I want.
I can't imagine being married. That would be so unfun for me. I think I would go crazy, with someone being in my face all the time, always having to remember holidays, anniversaries, and all the nonsense that would drive me absolutely insane.
I just want to make art, and even when I have time and space to do it, I hardly do it. I never think that I do enough. I don't even know what I am doing anymore.
Anyway, I've been wanting to do my next blog for days, but didn't get around to it. I had all these ideas of what it would be like, and what I wanted to say, but what comes to mind is whatever flows out of my fingertips.
I just had Kung Pao chicken on Christmas at the Chinese Place. It was good, but not very Christmassy. Even with Bing Crosby's 'White Christmas' on the speaker, it did not help much. However, I feel all warm on the inside now, which feels good.
I don't know.
I just want some nice girl to show up with a nice booty. A good sticky-out butt girl. You know the kind.
I don't feel like doing much of anything today. I'm just happy I have a roof over my head. That is an accomplishment right there.
I can't take care of anybody else. I can barely take care of myself.
I don't know what I am doing anymore. I just want to have fun.
I just want to see some naked girls. Maybe I will look at redtube in a while. Internet porn is probably the only way I can see naked girls today.
I had fun at the coffee shop today, but things didn't seem to click too well. I couldn't get into the groove, and there weren't enough cute girls there to fill me with life and to motivate my writing and drawing.
I am kind of out of it today.
Maybe I just need to lay down for a while. That would feel nice. I like to lay down. It feels good, to just lay there, and let your thoughts roll out all over the place.
Not much more to say. Another blog that has turned out to be a total mess. Just how it goes. As always, I can always fix it later.
I need an editor. No, I don't. This writing is all for me, I don't care. Yes, I do. Well, I want it all to come out great and funny, but it doesn't always happen that way. So I just wander around.
The coffee book I am reading is pretty good. Not bad. Not the greatest. Not the worst.
I just want to play some Free Realms. That sounds like fun.
Just this whole big thing about how Christmas is supposed to mean so much, but it doesn't mean too much for me anymore. Just how it is.
Naked girls and booze sounds good. How about two girls? That would be awesome. A blonde and a brunette. I could watch them mess around a little, then they could call me over when they need me. That would be fun. It is a nice dream. It doesn't really need to happen, either. It is just nice to think about. It gives me pleasure. If there is nothing to give me pleasure in this life, I don't see what the point of being alive is. Do you? I don't know.
Anyway, that is about it for right now, unless I can think of something quick right away.
I love my family, but my Christmas wish for this year is to be pretty much away from them. They bring me down, and I've had enough of that. It's going to take a lifetime to recover from it all. Fuck it.
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