Bleeping this.  Bleeping that.
     Bleeping everything.
     Bleeping bleep all over town.
     Bleep this bleep.
     What the bleep?
     BLEEP!
     The bleeping bleep I can't bleeping bleep.
     Bleep.
     My bleeping god.
     Bleep.
     I just want to bleepin' scream.
     THE BLEEP.
     Bleeping bleep, man.
     Bleep.
     God, the bleeping bleep.
     Bleep this bleep.

     Aw, bleep.

     Bleep, man, bleep.

     Aw, heck.

     F-F-F-F-F-bleep.

     Rhymes with truck.

     God.  My bleepin' god.

     Can you tell that I'm frustrated?

     'Bleep' is all I can say.

     Aw, Christ....I am exhausted.  I've been working on other blogs, and it drains me to self-edit myself.  I just want to be me, and I can only really do it on this blog, because the sky is the fucking limit here.  I can't say 'fuck' on other blogs.  The upstairs people don't like that shit.
     Everywhere I go in San Francisco, people swear their asses off.  It is no big deal in terms of what actually happens in society, but on a blog, it is a no-no, except if your blog is set to adult.  But then you can't have advertising, so therefore, you can't make money.

     So, I do this blog for free, just because I like to do it.  This is the only place where I can be truly free on the web, and say whatever I fuckin' please.  It feels good.

     I'm not interested in racial, or mean stuff, because I don't think it is right, but I will say that there is a lot of racial shit going on in this country again.  It is not good.  It is like Civil Rights never happened.  There is still a lot of tension between races, and I find it all ridiculous.  I guess most people are stupid, which is why they continue these thoughts.
     Thank god we have Star Trek, because at least it is a show where most humans get along.  Though, as you know in science fiction, a lot of aliens are based off of non-Caucasian humans.  They make it very obvious.
     Spock is Jew, but he is an alien.
     That little alien that flies with Lando in The Millenium Falcon looks like a little Mexican.
     George Lucas always goes for stereotypes, and he seems to have some old-fashioned thoughts about different races.

      I don't know.

      Anyway, I kind of think as this blog as if it was Sirius radio where I can say anything I want without fear of being edited or censored.  We wouldn't want to offend anyone, and if you don't like what I write, go read something else, I don't care.

      Maybe I should write some funny stuff, though.  People like that.  But comedy writing is not easy.  It takes a lot of work.  And of course, you have to be funny.

     My brother is loading me up with videos to watch.  Sometimes I do it to him, where I want him to watch something, completely derailing him with what he was doing.  What are brothers for, except to annoy each other?  Haha.  It is mostly fun, though.  It is usually worthwhile with the stuff he sends me, though it is usually teen-age stuff, like a video game video for 'Ghostbusters'..haha...I'm watching it, which is interrupting the writing of this blog, but that is how it goes.

     Goddammit.  He doesn't like swearing, but he doesn't read this blog, so what do I care?  That is the thing, sometimes family members can propel you forward, or they can hold you back.

     Man, I am out of it today.  I need a nap.  I woke up early to go to the coffee shop, but I am wiped out now.  I can't function without enough sleep.  Nobody can.

     Wow, 23,146 hits on this blog.  I never thought that would happen.  Too bad I don't get paid for this blog, due to the adult content.  I love this blog, however, because when I really need to swear, or blow off steam, and can do it here without editing myself, which I fucking hate.
     I can't stand to edit myself.  It is really annoying, and I have to do it all the time on facebook, videos, and other blogs.
     I just want to be myself, man.
     Most people swear on every other word, at least in L.A. and San Francisco, where I am mostly from.
     They swear a lot in fucking Utah, that is for sure.  That is where I learned to fucking swear, and I learned to fuck there, too....hahahah.
     Anyway, thank god for this blog.  I always feel good coming here, because I can post a picture of a naked chick if I want to, and no one will care.  Nice, huh?
     Let me see if I can find one....it won't take long...hehe....

     Check out this older broad.  This is from an ad on Redtube, my favorite 'go to' porn site.  Why in hell this broad would end up nude in an ad, I have no idea about, unless she really wanted to be in this ad.  Who knows?  She looks like she could work in a real estate office.  Or maybe she is a college professor.  She could be anything, maybe a mother of three for all I know.  What I want to know is, "Why was she posing nude in the first place?"  For the money?  Who knows.  Maybe she did it for fun.  Maybe she likes to be photographed nude and have men look at her.  Those are some pretty big hanging cans, though, I'll give her that.
     I'm forty-five now, so it has been interesting to me to notice that I get attracted to older broads more and more.
     I listen to twenty-five year old women talk, and most of the time their talk is still this 'high energy high school frantic' thing.  It doesn't interest me.  I like broads that have lived, and have something to say.
     I wouldn't mind making an oil painting of this broad.  Maybe someday I will.  I like her body.  I'm burnt out on fake tits.  They get annoying to look at.  I just want the real thing.

     That's good enough for now, I need a nap.

     I got to work tonight....


     And remember, if you are under 18 and on this site, go away.  You aren't supposed to be here.

KDAV radio entry

David:  Hello, the idea for this entry came to me while I was playing 'Card Assault' on 'Clone Wars Adventures'.

I was talking to someone on a gmail chat box for hours, so there was a delay in writing this.

It happens.

     Anyway, welcome to KDAV radio.  It is my 'hobby radio project'. 
     I have made videos of KDAV radio.  I don't know if they are any good or not.  In fact, I don't even care.  I just do it when I feel like doing it.
     I do it because I like to do it.
     It is hard to get guests, though.
     I have a couple of different ways to get people 'on air'.  I can 'copy and paste' a chat box dialogue, I can make a phone call, or I can use my digital camera for a live interview.
     No one wants to participate, not even people in my own family.  I can't say I blame them.  No one wants to be associated with me...haha.

     Oh well, it doesn't matter.  As long as I'm having fun, that is all that matters.

     I like just doing a 'freewrite'.  It feels good.

     I am doing the writing on my 'adult blog' in case I feel like saying 'shit' or 'fuck' I can get away with it.

     Yup, even I am affected by censors.  It happens, and is a fact of life I have to deal with.  I don't want to violate the rights of others by using cuss words on a blog, though people swear almost every sentence in every day life.  Yet, swear words are kryptonite on normal blogs.  Blogger doesn't like it, nor does Google.  People do it, but I always seem to be the guy that gets busted.  Better that I only do it here.

     Anyway, I got some soup cooking.  It smells good.

     After I write this, eat some soup, and take a cat nap, I will bike up to North Beach.  There, I will do my napkin art thing, and hopefully get some sales.
     I sold nothing last night.  That happens from time to time.
     Maybe tonight will be different.
     I never know with the napkin art. 
     Every day it is a new adventure.

     Sales of napkin art is like a roller coaster ride.  Up one day, and down the next.
     I've been doing napkin art professionally now for over fourteen months.
     It's been a good ride.
     I have no reason to quit.
     It is a lot of fun, I enjoy what I do, and there is money to be made.
     This is a good combination in my book.

     It is a 'win-win'.  ( I kind of hate that phrase.  I don't know why I used it.  Maybe I said it just so I can say how much I hate it. )

     In any case, I love writing like there is no tomorrow. 
     Why do I give a fuck?  I have nothing to lose.

     Geeez.

     It might be fun to read this for a youtube video, but I honestly don't know if I can swear there.  I don't think youtube especially likes profanity, though a lot of people use it.
     Even songs now feature dirty language.
     Like I said before, I always seem to be the one getting busted for it, though.  It is just how I feel.
     I do have some videos with bad language in them, but it is better to keep that shit down to a minimum.  I don't want to wake up one day and see that my youtube account has been deleted.  That would be unfun.  I have put a lot of work into that channel, and I don't want to see it all go down to shit.

     Anyways...let's see...it is fun to write shit that comes from the top of my head.  Yeah, I was thinking of writing fictional dialogues with people since I can't get real guests.  Maybe some day when I do have people to work with, they can read the other half of the dialogue.  That could be fun.

     Right now, I am just some guy working down in a basement.  I am lucky that I can get internet down here.  The signal has to travel through some concrete.  Cool that it works, eh?

     My goodness, it is getting late.  Gotta split, and thanks for reading.

Some Robert Crumb drawings

      I have to put this work here on my 18 and over blog, because it contains female nudity.  I don't see anything wrong with it, but that is just how it is, even on the web.

      Even though this is just a drawing, some people can and do get offended, so it is better to just play by the rules.  It makes it easier for every one concerned.
      Anyway, it is a nice drawing.

      Here is one from 1981 of his pregnant wife.

      Here is a self-portrait.  Sorry it is out of focus.  It wasn't easy to photograph this out of a book in a bar with yellow light.

      He is a good drawer.

      Robert Crumb is also a good writer.

     "Ooops, this drawing shows some nipples!  Be sure to keep this on an adult blog, sir!"