Monday in October

Hello, I'm just having fun today. Who cares? No one. Haha. Anyways, it was a fun night playing Magic The Gathering last night.
Today I had my yoga class, and that was good. The teacher was attractive. I don't know if she is interested in me, I can't tell. She often is in close proximity to me when she teaches the class. I just get this vibe. Maybe she is just curious about me, I'm not sure. It's not really good etiquette for the teacher to date her student. I don't know if it would work anyhow. Besides this teacher, there are several yoga cuties I am interested in, but so far no one shows the slightest bit of interest in me as a person whatsoever. Just how it goes. Maybe the fantasy of being with them is better than the reality could ever be.

Anyway, I'm just going to have a nice day.
I'm assuming that no one will read this ever. Who would waste their time? I have no idea. I don't read other people's blogs, I don't have the slightest interest in reading blogs. I've read a couple, but haven't really got sucked into Blog World yet.

So, this blog is set for 18 and over. Does that mean I can post all the porn and smut that I want? Not sure, but maybe I can. I'll have to find others who are doing that before I do it. I don't want to get into trouble or anything, but technically, this is for people over 18, so I don't see why it should matter. Everyone either has looked at smut, or continues to look at it. Most people I know have looked at smut at one point or another. Judging from internet porn, half the world looks at internet smut, so I don't know if it is this big evil thing or not. In my opinion, smut makes people happy, once you get mature enough to handle it.

Anyway, I really didn't write on this blog for a while. I didn't know what to do on it, or what I wanted to share, or write, or anything. It makes it easier, I suppose, when you know you have readers, or an audience, but as far as I know, no one reads what I write, and why should they?

My main things on the web are my youtube site, and my facebook page. They are what I consider my 'home rooms'. Anything else I do on the web is kind of periphrial.

I'm going to start using the blog like I would my sketchbook, which is just to try out ideas. It's easier to type on the keyboard than my typewriter, which requires a lot more physical effort. On the other hand, it is completely private, and that is a plus. Here, people can see my thoughts, and I don't know how beneficial that is, but maybe it is time to join the human race, maybe.

I wouldn't mind getting paid to write, or paid to do anything. Wouldn't that be nice? It sure would. I would enjoy that. It sure beats wondering where the rent is going to come from.

So my interests are art, music, video games, comic books, and films. Maybe I could just write about stuff I like. That would be fun. Oh yeah, I like Magic The Gathering, too. I have plans for what I want to do with that.

So, I go to yoga, and there are cute girls in every class, and I don't know what to do with myself, but the whole thing makes me feel alive, and gives me energy, so that is something. I go in, do my work, and feel good the rest of the day. The pants I am wearing were falling down walking around, I keep losing weight from yoga, so I will have to buy some pants with a smaller waist size next time, which is fine with me. Better than being a lard-ass alcoholic chain smoking mother fucker.

I grew up Mormon, a lot of good that did me, haha. I don't know what that has to do with anything now.

Anyway, what now? I have no idea. I'm just going to make some more videos, and see what happens. I've been thinking about Star Trek videos, and cute puppies, so maybe I can combine the two. Cute puppy videos get millions of hits on youtube, that is amazing. I want to get millions of hits, that would be fun. Then my ego can feel good about itself. I've got to do something in this world to trick myself into thinking that there is a reason for me to be here. I don't have much going on in my life. Most people don't really care about art, especially my art. They are much more concerned with football and what's on television, or what gossip is in the magazines. That's America for you. Just a bunch of distractions, and I guess art has that function on some level. I guess it is just a vehicle to take you to another place, since reality can be so brutal and cold at times.

I am not a fan of cops. I have no reason to be. They are just doing their job, and I do mine, and that's that. I don't fit much in the way they see the world, which appears to me, to be pretty black and white in their eyes. I have other ideas about the world.

Anyway, guess I'll do my thing today, listen to Howard, maybe do some painting, and make some videos, and dream about all the girls I have the hots for. Not bad for a Monday in October.

I don't care about Halloween much, but as far as holidays go, it is one of my favorite ones. I like the imagery. I like the pagan aspects of certain holidays.

It is weird putting my thoughts here. I never know who may look at this ten years from now. I kind of don't trust blogs, because they are very revealing. The text world is different than the visual world. Amazing with all the hoopla surrounding books in years past with vulgar or profane material in them, since no one hardly gives a fuck about what is in books anymore. I mean, really, who cares? All people care about is what movie to see this weekend.

Anyway, I got to figure out my life, and figure out how to survive in this world. I could use some galactic credits coming my way, that would be nice. Laters.
:)