Competitive

     Fuck, it gets so frustrating writing on these other blogs where I have to restrain and control myself from using foul and dirty language, that I like to come here where I can wig out a little.
     Shit, it is already three o'clock.  The day is half done, and it sucks.  I'm still just getting my day started.
     I guess being a writer for Lucas Arts would pay the bills, and all you would have to do is just work with words.
     I'm a jack of all trades, and I could never be a professional writer.  I just have to be happy with the skills I have, because I don't think I am going to get better anytime soon.  I have to read more to make that happen.
     I bought a beer last night that I haven't finished yet, and that sounds that would be a good thing to drink when I get home.
     God damn do I have a lot of work to do.
     The language on this blog is nothing different than what a teenager would say.  That is where I learned how to talk dirty was in junior high and high school.  Bukowski was the first person I came across where you could actually get away with writing dirty and making it literary at the same time.
     A lot of writers in porn magazines are awful.  It is just hack work, kind of what I am doing here.
     Anyway, the Russian chick is here, gabbing for hours.  Now I am sad she ever found out about this cafe.  Now I have to listen to her all day long.  It is most unfortunate.
     The Old Republic is a huge, world-wide global phenomenon.  Even though it cost $135 million to produce, I think they will recoup their costs.  It is the most expensive video game ever produced.
     I just came up an idea for a story in 'Space Journey Battles' called "Losers in Space".  Haha, I love it. 
     Reading about TOR has just fueled my interest in creating SJB more than ever.  I'll just parody the whole goddamn thing.  Of course, the task is epic, but I got nothing but time.

     Well, it is going to be back to the old drawing board pretty soon.  I have a lot of work to do, actually.  It is actually over-whelming at this point.  The only way to begin is at the beginning, and start the whole mess all over again.  It's going to suck, but I have to do it.

     Damn, I need some funding.  That's just the thing, too.  I don't want to spend my whole creative life working on other people's shit, I want to do my own shit.  There ain't any money in that, though.  Pity.

     Fuck.

     Anyway, it is getting time to go.  I've already had two coffees here.

     Cool, I just made a 'Cartoon of The Day' and I put it up on the wall.

     Time to go.  The Russian girl is laughing, and it drives me nuts.

     One more thing...it gets really competitive looking for spheres, holos, and beacons in CWA now.

     Anyway, splitsville, I really gotta go.